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oh :(

“i just don’t like anything weighing me down,”

yeah i bet, momoko

“at some point in the past, someone reading this book had felt moved to take a pen and draw a line under these words. it made me happy to think that because i had been moved by that same passage too, i was now connected to that stranger.”

something kind of funny about getting emotional from reading a passage on secondhand books on my ereader

atp i feel “goddamn it, donut” has become MY catchphrase

where’s zev :((((((

still thinking about the “i just know you have parts to you that i can’t touch” line even though i’m chapters out from it. jesus christ

updated my kobo and all my annotations and side-loaded books are GONE i’m going to do something drastic*

*redownload everything and painstakingly highlight/annotate everything AGAIN

oops this is the right percent lol

someone recommend me a really good dnd actual play podcast after this

me: i think i have some of that!
psychiatrist: no, i think you think that because you just heard me talking about it.

LOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLL

me: so i’m fine?
psychiatrist: you are.

looooool

wow lactose intolerance mentioned this is the real Filipino representation that i craved

heavy sigh

reading this feels like a punishment. i could have been reading SVT fanfic written better than this

if it weren’t for book club i would have dnf’d page 1

i want to shake this author until the rhythm spells out the morse code for SHOW DON’T TELL. jesus christ

i am trying so hard to finish this bc i’ve passed the point where i can abandon it. we’re finishing out of spite atp

kind of just powering through this tbh. everything feels like we’re still setting up the pieces but i’m pleasantly surprised that this is queerer than i thought it would be ☺️

holy SHIT

jesus christ. this whole novel has been hitting so close to home for me as of late, but god it is always a gut punch when you find out.

damn you ever just know from the jump when a piece of media is gonna rip out your heart and place it under a microscope

man i love bridgerton with genderfuckery. sorry to my boy william tho he’s going through it

sometimes your own yearning is so bad it forces you to take a step back and switch from your femme persona to your masc persona out of sheer cringe

flora…… girl get UP. absolutely down horrendous for this woman who just threatened you

ughhhhHHHHHHhhHhHhHhHhhH MEN. i have felt nothing but disappoint and disgust for literally every man in this book but so idk why i thought friar lukas would be exempt from that. as it turns out pity and disgust are not mutually exclusive!

nothing scares me more than hungry men in organized religion

magistra sophia fondly looking at aleys’ crazy-eyed zealousness and being like “oh sweet summer child one day u will learn to chill”

lollllll been on both sides of this conversation

“As if you could find God at the bottom of your bowl. As if God would notice you if you were simple.”

hahahahHAHAHAHS ALEYS. i’m growing rather fond of this young know-it-all not-a-nun. #youngho but make it medieval