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I finished and I'm a wreck
So many things to say but I'll take a bit of time to write a well thought review

Part two finished and my heart is in pieces.

Everything that happened will haunt me in my sleep.

«You've always done the worst things because of me.»

I'm loving the magic system in this book. It's long, intricate and with many things to remember but once you really get it in your mind, wow.

Hate and love Lila, ugh

«Close your eyes.»
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There are so many things I'd like to say about these pages but they're all spoilers so...
"Helena realised the reality of what she was proposing beyond its practical function"
the harsh irony in this book is ABSURD.

Chapter 46 is the turning point and god it was so painful to read.
Hands down one of the best chapters of the book.

These flashback are tearing my heart.

I love how Sen was able to make me focus so much on them that I completly forgot what's going on in the present.
Oh the come back it's gonna be painful!

«Now and after the war.»
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«Do you want to?»
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«[...] I might miss you.»
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The level of details and care to tie all the threads together in this book is INSANE
- I expect nothing less from Sen tbf but OH MY GOD

I reached part two and stopped.
I'm not okay.

I feel so betrayed by the author (it's not a negative feedback) Made me believe in a certain situation just to turn tables in 30 pages and stab me right in the back.

These memories moments are so painful

«Do I know you?»
«I suppose you do.»

WHY?! 😭

<spoiler>«Do I know you?»</spoiler>
<spoiler>«I suppose you do.»</spoiler>

<spoiler>WHY?! 😭</spoiler>

<spoiler>...</spoiler>«Do I know you?»<spoiler>...</spoiler>
<spoiler>...</spoiler>«I suppose you do.»<spoiler>...</spoiler>

<spoiler>...</spoiler>WHY?! 😭<spoiler>...</spoiler>

Well, I already cried three times and a half, niiiiice