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“I have a taste for the secret, it clearly has to do with not-belonging.”

It is beautiful at times but trying to poeticise self-hatred is so boring. The sadness is too satisfied with being self-hating to have any aesthetic value. Upper class English people are also so boring. Otherwise it's okay I guess

Reading this is so difficult, so cathartic and I feel less alone in the world about everything that is unsayable