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i forgot to update this yesterday. i must force myself to finish it tonight even though i am BORED

i am determined to finish today

“I lost my mom to cancer and my dad to a heart attack, both of them gone before I turned forty.”
“I’m so sorry you went through that,” Charlotte said, her tone sympathetic.
“A hazard of having older parents, I guess. Anyway, after they were gone, I started thinking again . . . ”

DON'T STRESS ME OUT JESUS

i'm 25 in a month but both my parents turn 64 this year... having to face the reality of it stresses me OUT

got to read 5 pages at work. perks of working in a high school period 1 on a friday = silent reading (not so much perks = students too loud, not silent reading so 5 pages is all i managed)

“Casper told us, “It’s counterintuitive, yes? That hurting yourself makes you feel better. That somehow you can rid yourself of pain by causing yourself pain.”

well casper when u put it like that...

“I can never win with this body I live in.”

felt.

buddy read with drew, fe and ambs let's go

here's me at 97% finally realising that tate has my features bc there is no fanart for me to base their appearance off LMAO

tall, dark hair, tan skin and blue eyes interesting

we almost finished here. they haven't kissed or talked about their love they still avoiding it... sweet

fucking finally getting the last explanation

truly what the hell is the history here

this writing isn't very good

i don't like these random text messages constantly jesus

starting to realise i REALLY hate dual pov (ive known it forever)

jesus i don't like this little kid saying all this when truth is they've all been shitty friends to each other not just codi

YAY

jesus christ codi what are you doing

“Lyd played tennis, Terrica ran cross-country, I was on the soccer team, and Codi—”
“I’m not an athlete,” I cut in, grimacing.
“—Codi’s eyes are highly attuned to shapes and colors!” Natalie finished, pointing wildly at my face, and before Cliff could protest any further, she grabbed our arms and pulled us off across the field.”

i did giggle

i like ricky

“Maritza’s words had obviously gotten to him. She had drawn a line in the sand, marking herself as brave, daring, and adventurous on one side, and marking me as cowardly, weak, and stagnant on the other. JaKory was aligning himself with the side he wanted to be known for.”

this is just irritating

these characters are irritating me already. especially codi

wasn't expecting this to be first person

this is the first actual physical fiction book i’ve reading in a long time 😹

usually i don’t read physical fiction books only non-fiction because i binge through fiction too fast

i need to get into finishing my physical tbr though