Genuinely cracking up (or horrified??) at how much I can relate to Nikolai esp in these ways: enjoying being bare except for shorts, manic states & cravings for violence (though I don't actually inflict), bi disaster, looking up the etymology of the names of people I care about, holding breath under water as meditation, & a messy unorganized fuck at home bc wtf is whites/delicates only.
— Apr 03, 2026 02:23PM
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