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i’m sorry a guard did WHAT to celeste?? i was starting to LIKE her 😭😭

need someone to write me love letters 🥹🥹

she just can’t talk to aspen without touching him?? 😭 COME ON!

thank GOD she’s admitting she’s not in love with aspen anymore

common sense: 1
stupidity: infinity

but a win’s a win 🏆

i’m getting bored

“I couldn’t see a life for me that didn’t include Aspen. Even now, as I hoped Maxon would choose me, a world without Aspen felt unimaginable.”

ma’am…

this girl needs to make up her MIND

she said yes to maxon without being over aspen and now she’s leading them both on and confusing herself
more and more in the process… i can’t

that was depressing

“Yes, and they all seemed to like it.”
“That is the exact reason why I don’t.”

:/

goodreads: you’re on track!
me: missing how i was 8 books ahead of schedule in april 😭

OBSESSED

i’m feeling the book slump 😭

this book will either put me in a book slump or be a very revolutionary read… let’s see which one

i think this book is just slightly better than the first book… just slightly

also, just because we know what happens to finn, that doesn’t mean it’s okay to have SUCH heavy foreshadowing in his POV 😭 and his use of the word “beloved” for autumn was cringy af

i had forgotten how this man had died… i now remember why i didn’t like the first book

“When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them bare and their response is “You’re safe with me”—that’s intimacy.”

this. i truly believe this is one of life’s many secrets humans don’t realise.

not being able to read because of finals sucks 😒

“living simply makes loving simple”

born to read, forced to study biology 😭 stupid med school requirements smh

my bangs got cut too short and now i want to cry until they got back out 😭😭😭😭

“no one can go to 2000 apartment viewings and not realize that there’s more love in the world than the opposite.”

“what do you base that on?”

“all the apartments that AREN’T for sale.”

the way all these characters’ lives and stories are intertwined is amazing… ik it’s how the writing was meant to be but still

in the middle of my workout this scene starts… now i am on the floor, workout long forgotten, with my jaw open, kicking and screaming like a maniac

“whether you remember it or not, i’m YOUR monster, evangeline.”

THERE’S A JACKS POV!!! kicking and screaming rn

oh this is dual pov…?