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The management matrix. Important for attributing tasks and responsibilities by importance and urgency.

As he begins making patties it briefly strikes him how unacceptable this all is but with half an hour Xanax’s it goes away. Eventually his joy is overcome with intense sadness. He screams out “I just want to be loved” how what he was taught was die or adapt. Ends by him barely cooking the human sausage because he’s crying so hard. And has never really coooked anything

Patrick brutally deconstructs two woman eating her intestines knawing on her ribs and microwaving a head. Smearing her skin on the walls after failing to make meatloaf out of them. Richard Marx playing in the background.

Comes with it. After this a new guard is ordered to look after them. Papillon has some head bruises and his friend a broken arm. It takes a while but the doctor eventually fixes them up and the guard saves papillon from an 11 day fast by sneaking him bread and cigarettes. A way to thank him for getting rid of the giant. After this they prepare to get shipped to the labor camps.

And has mean guards. One of whom is a 6’5 giant with one eye. Papillon gets struck in the head by this giant and protests this punishment. This causes the guard to kick papillon in the chest. Further angering his friend who begins attacking the guard. Papillon then grabs a boiling pot of water used to filter the air and throws it on the guard. Causing burns all around him and when he takes his sweater off the flesh

Opens with a quick introduction to papillon and the guards taking him in. A murder he did not commit. He’s taken to solitary confinement where he struggles mentally but make a friend. After some discussion they agree to be shipped to the labor camp they’re to be taken to and attempt an escape. Papillon is 25 his friend 44. After this they’re taken to a temporary detention center. This one locks them in cages

Knowledge x action = power. With so much information in the world today do not forget to act on that information otherwise the information becomes useless

Mistakes shouldn’t be seen as failures but proof that you are trying. Einstein made many mathematical and physics mistakes. But is only seen for his contributions. Proof that mistakes are pillars to success

Heart disease is over 4x as deadly as cancer. Peter believes this is very avoidable and it shouldn’t be part of the four horsemen. Should be in tenth place. Cholesterol isn’t bad necessarily 20% is stored in liver. LDL is mostly fatty and hdl is mostly protein. They are not water soluble and need a special nutrient to flow through our bodies.

He makes his way around various stores remaining uncaught. The chapter ends

Trash. He walks away. The mother looks for her son notices his feet hanging out of the trash thinks it’s just a prank. When she opens the trash she makes an indescribable sound and Patrick comes over saying he’s a doctor. He pretends to look after the boy while ensuring he gets as little blood on him as possible. The penguins are banging against the glass in a panic. The cops show up and eventually pat leaves.

After this we get a brutal scene where two moms are talking and one of them tells her kid to throw his candy wrapper away. The boy goes over and Patrick is hiding behind it. He asks the boy if he wants a cookie giving pennywise vibes. The boy is confused and this sends a flash of annoyance and rage in Patrick who then stabs the boy in the neck. The boy tries to yell but the blood stops it. Patrick stuff him in the

Killing Child At Zoo
This chapter opens with Patrick mindlessly wandering as usual. Someone wonders why he travels with razor blades in his wallet and he eventually makes it to the zoo. Here he watching the various animals noting their drugged out state with penguins diving in dirty water. He notes a penguin that looks like one of the boys. He also sees an owl who he makes eye contact with and feels a connection

Luis eventually confesses his love and Patrick hits him with a short but comical response. I’m convinced. The salesperson intervenes and helps Luis up while Patrick gets away and continues to look at ties

Intestines down his throat. This does little to convince him.

Luis begins telling Patrick is transferring to a different branch. This breaks Patrick out of his haze to ask where. Luis says Arizona and explains the reason for the transfer is Patrick. Luis starts begging him on the ground asking why they can’t be together. The security guard comes over and Patrick is able to convince him to give them a minute. Patrick explains the he will literally gut Luis and stuff his

Lunch with F
chapter starts with Patrick going shopping. Then as if in a horror movie Luis Caruthers appears in front of him trying to talk about when pat tried to strangle him but of course that’s not Luis version of things. Patrick is doing anything to try and get away, reading price tags of Armani coats smiling at the sales girl. He needs a Valium, Xanax, frozefruit anything.

There was also a part about how if your happiness comes from family and you’re a parent you will parent with conditional love and your main goal raising your child will be through the lens of them loving you. Which will inevitably leave the child disadvantageous positions. Stephen covey goes on to say that principled center is the ultimate goal. While this is the goal most people have multiple centers and switch

If you’re friends focus you can only see things through how your friends see them and their wisdom. If you’re pleasure centered you’ll just do whatever gets you the most pleasure. There was an interesting part in family center. It said you interpret all of your life in terms of your family creating a partial understanding and family narcissism. Family narcissism is an interesting term I hadn’t heard till now

2nd habit is to begin with the end in mind. This is smart as it allows you to see the portal of your future life and the steps to take to reach the life that you have the power to accomplish. One of the main frameworks in this habit is to find your center. There are lots of different centers that affect your paradigm which is the lense you see the world in. If your money centered you’ll do what makes you most

Stephen covey talks about creating your own mission statement. A document that mirrors the constitution. It’s a personal constitution. Values to live by and uphold. Goals for yourself and how you wish other people to remember you. It also gives your life a clear sense of meaning and purpose.

Live out of your imagination, not your past. We can stop intergenerational destruction by employing our four human endowments self awareness, consciousness, imagination, and independence.

It’s important to always be reminded you are an agent in control of your life. It’s easy to blame outside circumstances like weather, the man, parents everything. Need to be reminded not to be a victim and take ownership over your life and how you feel

The proactive approach to a mistake is to acknowledge it instantly, correct, and learn from it.

Golden geese, product to produce capability. Circle of influence and circle of concern. Maximize circle of influence and what you can do about a situation minimize circle of concern things you don’t have control over. Language shows how we see ourselves.

The next morning the stench is putrid and bits of fat from christies breast line the room. Her hands are swollen to footballs and her fingers are indistinguishable from her hands. Elizabeths head is on the kitchen table eyes gouged with sunglasses on. Her legs and arms have been chopped up and although he didnt get any sleep last night pat has a meeting he doesnt want to miss and contemplates wether he should cancel

Elizabeth running from patrick. He calls her a piece of bitch trash which i always found comical and creative word play. He gruesomely kills her with a butchers knife. Slashing her neck and other body parts. We then move to christie who is tied to the bed with jumper cables attached to her breasts. He drops matches on her stomach and he ends up mashing her breasts. Her mouth filled with pages from vanity fair.

Need surgery. Pat pays her 600 in cash and another 1000 with a check. That plus the alcohol seems to sebdue christie. Pat puts ecstasy in elizabeths drink. The tone is light and fun with a hint of unease coming from christie who is staring at a stain on the carpet. Pat end up coersing liz to have very graphic sex with evelyn. Everything you can think of they do. Until the next paragraph abruptly starts with

Girls- This chapter is quite intense. We open with patrick elizabeth and christie. Theyre at marcus halberstrams apt. Elizabeth is complaining about the food from the restaurant they just came back from. Shes beligerantly drunk tho still able to hold a conversation. They have some small talk which plays out very similarly to the movie. Christie is still shaken up from her last time with pat and says she may

The body in the walk in freezer wrapped in one of her sweaters from bergdorf goodman. Chapter ends with patrick stating they had to leave as he would find himself stnding over their bed in the hours of dawn with an ice pick gripped in his fist waiting for evelyn to wake up.