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“I asked Coach Wymack how I could protect you, and Thea was his answer. He only dragged her into this because I asked him to, and she knew exactly how to break them. I am not sorry. Perhaps I should be. But I will choose you every time. You, and Cat, and Laila, every time. I will lose them all if I must.”

SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING SOBBING

«It was easy work to tip a stick between his lips, but Andrew didn’t light it. He bobbed it this way and that for a few moments, then broke it into pieces and cast it aside.»

I'M CRYING, HE REMEMBERS WHAT JEAN SAID TO HIM

«I promised I would see the Trojans to finals. It is important.»

I LOVE YOU MY GRUMPY FRENCH BOY🥺

«Our office wants to offer you a spot in Witness Protection. You’d have to leave Los Angeles and start over somewhere else»

Not again😭

«This spring Jean had asked Wymack how much it would hurt to be burned alive; now he imagined the fire catching up to his friends and it almost took him to his knees. […] “How can I protect them?” he asked.»

I'M GOING TO CRY FOR ANOTHER 2 HOURS /NOT JOKING/

«In the end he went with the least familiar, reaching for her like she’d reached for him time and time again this summer. It was easier than he’d thought it would be to fold his arms around her, and Cat came without resistance. She clung to him, fingers digging in like she could drag some strength out of him.»

THEY'RE BEST FRIENDS, NO ONE CANNOT DENY IT

I postponed this for a week, it's time to get into😮‍💨 (I don't want to finish it😔)

«It felt impossible that that homey space was gone, with its mismatched lamps and tables, the handstitched quilts from Cat’s grandmother, and the games they’d laughed around so many nights.»

Thank you so much Nora for making me cry my eyes out, AGAIN

«Jean didn’t make him ask but said, “This is my fault.”»

No, it isn't your fault, don't say that 😭

«Jean had come to Los Angeles with a single carryon and two shirts to his name. It’d taken him months to finally fill in the space Cat and Laila gave him, and he’d only recently started adding quiet personal touches to his areas. Jeremy thought of his postcard from Kevin, the wristband from July’s fireworks, and the sand dollar he’d picked up along the way.»

I'm heartbroken, WHY JEAN CAN'T BE HAPPY FOR ONCE?

«Her voice was still a touch too frail when she said, “They’ve burned the house down. Our house.”»

Oh god, no :(

«It didn’t matter how many laps he ran with his team; every time he blinked, he saw Neil broken and still on the court floor.»

I'M GOING TO KMS

«Red card and a five-game suspension to goalkeeper Andrew Minyard. For the Ravens: red cards to the entire starting lineup.»

EXCUSE ME, WHAT DO YOU MEAN ANDREW IS SUSPENDED FOR FIVE GAMES BUT THE RAVENS ARE ONLY RED CARDED?

«He held one arm tight to his side as he moved, and the limp way his hand dangled by his hip chilled Jeremy’s blood.»

ANDREW WAS INJURED TOO? I HATE THE RAVENS

«Jeremy glanced back at the TV and saw Neil half-crumpled on the court floor.»

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING

«USC DEFEATS WHITE RIDGE IN HOME OPENER; GOLDEN RAVEN SOARS IN DEBUT»

Don't talk to me, I'm crying because I'm so proud of my boy Jean, FINALLY PEOPLE SEE HIM

«In the end he only found peace by counting: A cool evening breeze. Rainbows. Open roads. Friends. Fireworks. Fathers.»

I'M CRYING, JEAN THOUGHT ABOUT WYMACK AND RHEMANN LIKE FATHERS😭

«"Coach and Adi." Jeremy finished it for him: "Are partners, yeah. They've been together something like twenty-seven years. Maybe twenty-eight now."»

I LOVE MY QUEER TEAM, LET'S GO TROJANS❤️💛

«"I need you to feel safe with us."
"Most of the time I do." Jean said and meant it. "You promised you wouldn't look away, so I will let you look. But let him walk away, captain, and let me lock the door behind him. He will not be back. He came here for a truth, not a number. There is nothing else he can take from me"»

I love my boy🥹

«He was surprised that he meant it, but there were tender scars where there'd been open wounds before. It was a curious development; he would have expected Zane's viciousness to leave him more broken, not less. Maybe it had less to do with Zane's aggression and more to do with Rhemann lancing the poison from his shattered heart afterward»

Another celd of my bingo card😭❤️

«Jean didn't know how to handle or process these undeserved kindnesses; in no universe could he ask for more than what he'd already gotten. It was already unbearable—a coach was supposed to take, not give. Aren't they? he wondered thinking of Wymack's steadying presence this spring»

I'M FUCKING CRYING

«Moreau this, Moreau that, I was starting to think you were the second coming of Christ»

AAAAAAA I LOVE HOW RHEMANN WAS TALKING A LOT ABOUT JEAN😭

The chapter 17 destroyed me, thanks Nora for break my heart again😭

I LOVE JEAN MOREAU WITH MY WHOLE HEART

Honestly is less traumatic than I expected, thanks Nora for not destroyed me emotionally🙏🏻 (yet)

I'm not emotionally prepared for the upcoming😭
But I'm manifesting my dearest ✨jerejean✨ and also Jean being healthy and learning to be happy🙏🏻

(Nora pls don't make me cry my eyes out and wanted to kms for my beautiful grumpy french boy, AGAIN)

Anyway,
LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO