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this shit makes me crazy bonkers. i’m not even halfway and this shit is making me crazy bonkers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love this plot and i don’t even know anything!!!!!!!!

finally reached the point in the audiobook + w my other reads that i can officially mark it on my currently reading guilt free yayy. arthur starling when i get my hands on you im going to WIFE YOU UP. it’s 4 fucking am and my jaw DROPPED at the drawing AND then DROPPED FURTHER at the this is the face of a man who’s starving kneeling at my feet part. and then he swallows all his hunger up like okay. IM ILL.

reading a ghost story at 3 in the morning in the dim light of my common room while listening to absolutely chilling classical music….i do this to myself truly. only the racism in this can save me now by taking me briefly out of the story and back to reality every time

hit the point of the collection where i have stories i love stories i like and stories i don’t like at awl.

“i need to know that you are going to act as though giving me devotion is your favorite pastime” sorry i think i just blacked out. harrow say it again 😋 this paired w the “her necromancer” lines peppered in..okay that’s enough for the night lest i get too fizzy and excited to be around.

more fights more fights oh that chapter gave me an exhilarating thrill i neeeeeeddd more action ouagh im so excited for the trials

really awesome that gideon won the match in simply three moves and i could feel my attraction to her grow against my will. being attracted to competency is truly something but im not very mad abt it being aimed at a sword wielding lesbian

NEED to get on agatha christie's romance god it's so compelling. she might even turn me to the side of pathetic men. also i am LOVING my time in her short story land theyre so fun!!!!!

the creature telling victor if u give me a gf i will be happy forever and never bother u. give me a gf or i will kill you. hes kind of the realest ever actually i too believe a gf could fix me

read the last two chapters aloud and it truly elevated the experience i ❤️ reading out loud. anyway stopping for the night i’ll finish tomorrow <3

reading this for class (😝) and decided to start from the beginning and caught up to where i was before. obviously i’m having the time of my life it’s frankenstein.

one thing about me is im going to read aloud a book that is age inappropriate for my kid brother instead of a proper bedtime story solely bc *i* want to read it 🙂‍↕️ has been this way since he was a baby. anyway all this to say i predicted the twist of the first story which was fun and im actually starting to fuck w agatha christie’s writing heavyyy (which is in part bc i love short stories so)

"because i completely fucking hate you" lowkey bars tbh can't wait to see her swear fealty and devotion to her later on though. if it does happen. i feel in my heart it does.

18 and 17?????? you’re telling me i’m older than these freaks?????? why did i think these charas were going to be in their twenties wait is this ya..things i will find out when i read further i guess…

*to the raucous ear shattering cheers of every single one of my friends* ladies ladies 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i’m trying to do my work

rtc in the morningg when its not. well. 2 am.

simran better than me if i came back to all my loved ones whose only connection to each other was me and they all suddenly loved each OTHER more than me i truly would end it all idk how she does it

one hundred pages left in my copy 🫣 girl i don’t even know how this will end. i know how i WANT it to end though

part two 😳 we escalated so fast and i peeked we’re getting like fairytale fairytale writing for real. stopping here for a little bit but i’ll be backk

i have this superpower and it’s called a fictional gaydar where i can tell when something queer is afoot. and i want to say. i clocked hari and galeth’s 🤨..friendly behavior from galeth’s FIRSSTT interaction w vina i Knewwww it. don’t know exactly what i know for sure but i know Something and that’s more than enough.

don’t know how i feel abt the redacted bar to conceal one of the words in this..come on now like what

will say one thing abt tasha suri is that woman can WRITE. so glad im flying thru the pages now that ive actually picked it up

a THOUSAND years later i did about three million different things instead of picking this book up (it’s not even close to the longest book i’ve read yet somehow the length keeps me on edge) but im HEREE and i am intrigueddddddddd

mixed feelings after the first chapter, but my enjoyment does outweigh everything sooo

lesbianism and knighthood we meet again! (january will have a noticeable theme)

my jaw is permanently dropped the circular narrative ohhhhh ml wang you’re like writer of all time for this one ohhhh my god the one thing i love more than anything is a narrative callback holyyy shitttttt im so normal i can be so normal abt this

spending the last forty pages of this with my hand glued to my mouth going “ohmygod!!!!! ohmygod???? OHMYGOD!!?/!)/!:)/&/):$;!l”

God,” she marveled with a smile. “You’re really afraid of me.”
Bringham eyed her in unease. “Does that excite you?”
“A little,” she admitted.

yeah <3

biting my fist ohhh this is so fucking good ohhhhhhhhh yesssss fuck you all confront the fucking carnage you spill come to terms with the lives dead at your hands yes yes yes sciona you ambitious bastard i love u and your brilliant mind and ur freynan mirror ohhhhmygoddddd

“You do look like you were born of a sickly woman” carra’s a bitch and i love her SO MUCH