John Williams > Quotes

“Like many others who went through that time, he was gripped by what he could think of only as a numbness, though he knew it was a feeling compounded of emotions so deep and intense that they could not be acknowledged because they could not be lived with.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“Oh, how proper we seem to ourselves when we have no reason to be improper! It takes being in love to know something about yourself. Sometimes, with you, I feel like the slut of the world, the eager, faithful slut of the world. Does that seem proper to you?”
― John Williams

“سار ببطء نحو ضوء الشمس، نحو العالم المفتوح الذي بدا له، أينما ولّي وجهه، كالسجن.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“لكن ويليام ستونر كان يفهم العالم على نحو لم يفهمه سوى القليل من طلبته. كان في أعماقه، أسفل ذاكرته، يعرف جيدًا القسوة والجوع والجلد والألم، ومع أنه كان نادرًا ما يفكر في سنواته الأولى في مزرعة بونفيل، كانت معرفته بالدم الذي ورثه قريبة من وعيه دائمًا، الدم الذي ورثه عن أسلافه الذين عاشوا حياة مبهمة وقاسية، ولم يكن لهم من هدف سوى أن يقدموا لعالم قمعي وجوهًا خشنة وكئيبة وخالية من التعبير.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“حين كان يفكر في الموت من قبل كان يعده إما حدث أدبيًا أو إنه الإنهاك البطيء الهادئ الذي يفعله الزمن في الجسد الفاني. لم يفكر فيه کانفجار عنيف في معركة، أو تدفق دم مفاجئ من رقبة.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“ألفى نفسه يتساءل ما إذا كانت حياته تستحق عيشها، ما إذا كانت حياته كائنة أصلًا”
― John Williams, Stoner

“شعر بأن العيش ممكنًا، وحتى السعادة ممكنة، من حين لآخر.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“تعلم ويليام ستونر في عامه الثالث والأربعين ما تعلمه الآخرون، الأصغر منه بكثير، أن الحب الأول ليس الحب الأخير، وأن الحب ليس النهاية، بل عملية يحاول من خلالها المرء معرفة الآخر.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“في شبابه ظن ستونر أن الحب حالة وجودية صرفة قد يدركها المرء إن كان محظوظًا، وفي سنين نضجه قرر أن الحب هو نعيم دين خادع، يجب أن يحدق فيه المرء بكفر مرح، وعصيان مالوف وطيب، وحنين مرتبك. والآن بدأ يدرك، وهو في منتصف العمر، أن الحب لا هو بحالة إجلال ولا هو بوهم، بل تحرك إنساني نحو الصيرورة، ظرف يتم اختلاقه، وتعديله يومًا بعد يوم، ودقيقة تلو الأخرى، بالإرادة والعقل والقلب.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“قال لنفسه إن هذا ليس بالكثير، لكن كان يعرف أنه كل ما لديه.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“مع ذلك كان يشعر أحيانًا إنه يحني ظهره عبثًا أمام العاصفة ويداري بيديه بلا جدوى شعلة آخر أعواد ثقابه الضعيفة.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“خطر له أن يبدا، متأخرًا عشر سنوات، في إكتشاف نفسه، وكان من رآه لا بأكثر ولا بأقل مما تخيله عن نفسه من قبل.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“أدرك أنه كان كان يظن أنهما لما يكونا موجودين قبل أن يلتقيا.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“وقد يكون الترحال في العالم ممتعا قبل العودة مرة أخرى للرهبانية والتحلل البطيء الذي ينتظرنا جميعًا.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“فقد تعلما أن يكونا معًا بدون كلام، وصارت عادتهما السكون.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“It had not occurred to him how he must appear to an outsider, to the world. For a moment he saw himself as he must thus appear; and what Edith said was part of what he saw. He had a glimpse of a figure that flitted through smoking-room anecdotes, and through the pages of cheap fiction--a pitiable fellow going into his middle age, misunderstood by his wife, seeking to renew his youth, taking up with a girl years younger than himself, awkwardly and apishly reaching for the youth he could not have, a fatuous, garishly got-up clown at whom the world laughed out of discomfort, pity, and contempt. He looked at this figure as closely as he could; but the longer he looked, the less familiar it became. It was not himself that he saw, and he knew suddenly that it was no one.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“rather awkwardly shy and therefore at times defensive and rather too assertive”
― John Williams

“His voice was flat and dry, and it came through barely moving lips without expression or intonation; but his long thing fingers moved with grace and persuasion, as if giving to the words a shape that his voice could not.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“La sua educazione era fondata sul presupposto che qualcuno l'avrebbe sempre protetta dalle grandi difficoltà della vita e che in cambio di tale protezione il suo unico dovere sarebbe stato quello di comportarsi come un grazioso e raffinato accessorio - poiché per le ragazze della sua estrazione sociale ed economica la protezione era quasi un obbligo sacro.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“Agora, na meia idade, começava a perceber que (o amor) não era nem um estado de graça, nem uma ilusão; via-o como um acto humano de transformação, uma condição que era inventada e alterada de momento para momento e de dia para dia, através da vontade, da inteligência, e do coração”
― John Williams, Stoner

“What did you expect? he asked himself.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“I am a man, and as foolish and weak as most men; if I have had an advantage over my fellows, it is that I have known this of myself, and have therefore known their weaknesses, and never presumed to find much more strength and wisdom in myself than I found in another. It was one of the sources of my power, that knowledge.”
― John Williams

“He said, 'In theory, your life is your own to lead. In theory, you ought to be able to screw anybody you want to, do anything you want to, and it shouldn't matter so long as it doesn't interfere with your teaching. But damn it, your life isn't your own to lead. It's--oh, hell. You know what I mean.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“A volte alzavano gli occhi dai loro libri, si sorridevano e tornavano a leggere. Altre invece era solo Stoner che sollevava lo sguardo e indugiava sulle curve aggraziate della schiena di Katherine e sul suo collo affusolato, su cui ricadeva sempre un ricciolo di capelli. Poi, lentamente, veniva colto da un desiderio calmo e rilassato, e allora si alzava, si fermava dietro di lei e le posava delicatamente le braccia sulle spalle. Katherine drizzava la schiena e abbandonava la testa sul suo petto mentre lui avanzava con le mani nella veste aperta, toccandole sul suo petto mentre lui avanzava con le mani nella veste aperta, toccandole dolcemente i seni. Facevano l'amore, restavano sdraiati per un po' e tornavano a studiare, come se l'amore e lo studio fossero un unico processo. Era una delle eccezioni alla cosiddetta "opinione condivisa" che impararono a conoscere durante quell'estate. Entrambi erano stati educati nel rispetto di una tradizione secondo cui, in un modo o nell'altro, la vita della mente e la vita dei sensi sono separate, anzi addirittura nemiche. Avevano sempre creduto, senza mai porsi veramente il problema, che quando due persone si scelgono, ce n'è sempre una che subisce. Mai avevano immaginato che potessero arricchirsi l'un l'altra; e poiché l'esperienza della verità era arrivata prima della teorie, si convinsero che fosse una scoperta tutta loro. Cominciarono a stilare una lista di queste eccezioni all'opinione data" e a custodirle come un tesoro: li aiutava a isolarsi dal mondo che gliele avrebbe imposte tali opinioni e li avvicinava ancor di più, quasi commuovendoli.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“The years of the war blurred together, and Stoner went through them as he might have gone through a driving and nearly unendurable storm, his head down, his jaw locked, his mind fixed upon the next step and the next and the next. Yet for all his stoical endurance and his stolid movement through the days and weeks, he was an intensely divided man. One part of him recoiled in instinctive horror at the daily waste, the inundation of destruction and death that inexorably assaulted the mind and heart; once again he saw the faculty depleted, he saw the classrooms emptied of their young men, he saw the haunted looks upon those who remained behind, and saw in those looks the slow death of the heart, the bitter attrition of feeling and care.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“Aliena al Mondo, era costretta a vivere dove non poteva sentirsi a casa; avida di tenerezza e quiete, doveva cibarsi d'indifferenza, insensibilità e rumore. Un'indole che, anche nel luogo estraneo e ostile in cui era costretta a vivere, non aveva la ferocia necessaria per combattere la forza brutale che la contrastavano e non poteva che ritirarsi delicatamente nel silenzio e lì farsi piccola piccola, restare immobile ed essere dimenticata.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“William sokáig állt, és nézte. Kimért szánalmat, kellemetlen barátságot, hétköznapi tiszteletet érzett; és fáradt szomorúságot is, mert tudta, hogy az asszony látványa soha többé nem kelt benne olyan kínzó vágyat, amilyet régebben ismert, és tudta azt is, hogy soha többé nem indítja meg úgy a jelenléte, mint egykor.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“Stoner rájött, hogy a lány előre megtervezte a távozását; és hálás volt, amiért ő nem tudott róla, hogy Katherine nem hagyott neki búcsúlevelet, nem mondta el, amit nem lehet elmondani.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“I'm too bright for this world, and I won't keep my mouth shut up about it; it's a disease for which there is no cure. So I must be locked up, where I can be safely irresponsible, where I can do no harm.”
― John Williams, Stoner

“Though you’re capable of being a son-of-a-bitch, you’re not quite ruthless enough to be so consistently. Though you’re not precisely the most honest man I’ve ever known, neither are you heroically dishonest. On the one hand, you’re capable of work, but you’re just lazy enough so that you can’t work as hard as the world would want you to. On the other hand, you’re not quite so lazy that you can impress upon the world a sense of your importance. And you’re not lucky—not really. No aura rises from you, and you wear a puzzled expression. In the world you would always be on the fringe of success, and you would be destroyed by your failure.”
― John Williams, Stoner