Rosh N > Quotes

“To trust yourself fully, is to betray every beautiful side of you that life showed you

Life showed you parts of yourself you never thought were there, not because it was was kind - because it wasn't. You saw it as a curse. But that was the only gift that kept on giving

And to not remember it when you no longer feel vulnerable, is to betray, not life, but everything that you told yourself you wouldn't be”
― Rosh N

“Inferiority doesn't mean you don't love yourself. Because no one loved you, you had to love yourself more fiercely.

Maybe you put the other person on a pedestal, because you always had to feel you were special.

And when you try to love another person, when you admire something in them, it means you see what you lack and can no longer can love yourself anymore.”
― Rosh N

“Anything that can feel trapped is sentient.

Anything that can feel pain is alive.

And anything that recognizes kindness must know what it means to ache.”
― Rosh N

“Presence - Something innate dies

That something,
You can't name it,
You cannot describe it,
You can't feel it when it is with you,
But you will notice its absence when its gone,
Because it was the part of you that spoke without words,
It just holds you -
quietly, completely -
until it doesn't.

And when it's there,
you don't question whether you deserve love,
or whether you're real,
or whether it's okay to exist.

You just are.

It loves you so much that it doesn't bother you with its presence.

But it chooses to die, so that you can live.

It loves you so much
It can't bear to numb your pain anymore.
Because numbing the pain means numbing you.
And it would rather disappear
than dim your truth”
― Rosh N