Sean Taylor's Blog

June 26, 2019

Can we please, pretty please, get into a meaningless argument in a museum? The laughter must be so loud it both gets us kicked out and keeps us from truly cementing our extremely valid points.

On account of never updating this blog.
I apologize.
Here is news:
I will be reading a new piece titled ‘Fireworks’ at the Laundry in San Francisco (3359 26th street) on July 1st sometime between 7-9 but probably at 8ish because I’m the first piece in the second set.

I just finished reading the debut novel of Lydia Kiesling titled ‘The Golden State’.
Once I finished it I looked her up on the old facebook and realized we had four friends in common. Such is the Bay Area. (It’s a really awesome deb...
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Published on June 26, 2019 00:10

November 25, 2018

You can run, you can fight, you can hope for company tonight.

I have to wonder how many people are neurotic enough to truly attempt to gauge if their levels of hope and doubt are off the charts unhealthy. To be honest, I am much more fond of the authorial standard of hope and doubt versus the clinical definitions of psychological bipolarities. Hope and doubt are much more romantic terms and ideas than say manic and depressive. Of course, of course, I am not confusing the two sets. What I want to explore is not the reach of a pendulum that swings betwee...
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Published on November 25, 2018 03:48

November 21, 2018

You're the only one tonight

    It didn’t make sense, that you could run that far and that fast towards a fire after the car died. We lost power on Ocean Beach, listening to the radio, but you said it so easily, you said just give me a second, and I’ll be back. And you ran out to the bonfire twenty yards ahead of us, you said, I’ll be right back.
    I knew sand lived with snow as the hardest ground to run on. I knew the bottle of wine we shared as the sun set might slow you down. I watched you press yourself upon the sa...
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Published on November 21, 2018 00:52

October 25, 2018

Another year gets away

“The horse that finished behind the pig on the first carousel wasn’t named Satellite.”
 I think that was the line that didn’t let me give up on this piece.

I wrote “The man that invented the carousel” twice in Paris and then twice in San Francisco.
I think I garnered either one line or one idea from each draft before destroying them.
I haven’t written much all year and the last Quiet Lightning submission deadline was midnight Friday October 19th. 
At 10pm on Friday October 19th I wrote the last dr...
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Published on October 25, 2018 15:14

September 8, 2018

All the notions of you, the notions of me, we agree don’t mean a thing.

I suppose now is as good a time as any to tell the orphaned child readers of this blog that though I barely write anymore I am still kept up at night with notes. I still toy with language, I am constantly on the verge of writing a short story or narrative poem very possibly titled “The man who didn’t invent the carousel”

I was laid off from one of my bars, the one called Churchkey, within a week I was hired to work Saturday nights at a New Orleans themed bar called Old Devil Moon. I have also...
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Published on September 08, 2018 02:20

July 19, 2018

You just breathe

Do you want to talk about the two different versions of this song?

We can talk about the defining factors or the driving forces.

There’s also this albatross buried in the plea of Phoebe, and the bull that is derived in the demands of the Manchester version.

Do you want to talk about rhetorical sentences, and how their sentiments waver, and how when they recover they land like figure skaters falling?

I want to believe that both versions, regardless of the volume, or the weight, or the pa...
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Published on July 19, 2018 01:25

July 17, 2018

Ladies and Gentlemen, the incredible Jacob

Statement from Colin Meloy:
We were searching for a video idea for “Once In My Life” that would somehow capture the spirit of the song. In my mind, the song is a meditation, a plea to the cosmos that I imagine everyone, at some point or another, has made. We asked our old friend and collaborator Autumn de Wilde to pitch an idea and she came to us with a simple but powerful story: a depiction of her brother Jacob, a man who has lived with physical and intellectual differences his entire l...
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Published on July 17, 2018 10:18

April 29, 2018

calm and endangered

Cadence

“The day is over, the night has come, at least, hopefully, that means the most dangerous beasts, outside my mind, will get some sleep.”

He worked at a bowling alley and took theater classes on the weekend. His girlfriend had given up on measuring which funk was worse, bowling-alley-dead-end-shoe-smell, or, amateur-actor-desperation-nervous-sweat-stink.

It wasn’t the most difficult line of his performance for his mind to figure out. And though there were lines in the play in which his ton...
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Published on April 29, 2018 01:42

March 3, 2018

The wet dream of my panic attacks

Doomsday

         “I probably shouldn’t say this,” I announced, and within an instant of hearing those lines, before I began to speak again I saw her face waver-ever so slightly-and placate her eyes. She did well to hide any shock before the shock. She could ballet through an earthquake, she could sign divorce papers on the bottom floor of a crumbling building as it came down.
            I asked her fifteen minutes earlier, while she was on stage, which tattoo hurt the worst, and she pointed t...
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Published on March 03, 2018 14:58

February 23, 2018

Sometimes I drink too much and write poetry.

Once, for maybe less than a night, our conversations felt like a selfish pleasure.
We tiptoed gallantly with these ardent fife that colored our tongues something true.
If your eyes were elevators I want you to let them go,
carnival rides play the hearts of children,
just let them go, and spin, let them go.
I apologize if you spill something, something harsh, it’s probably true.
You can trust me. I’ll smile and kiss your cheek; I’m sure it’s a bank vault, it must be.
I just hope that when you t...
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Published on February 23, 2018 13:28