Taylor Dervishian's Blog
March 10, 2020
THE FEAR OF FALLING IN LOVE
It was like he found me on a map and stuck a red pin right through me. I'll never forget the feeling of his golden, Summer eyes holding mine as if I were something so much more exquisite than what I am. It was intoxicating and unfathomably Divine; something I didn't believe to be possible. Something I had been waiting the entirety of my life for.
When I realized that lacking faith and believing it was too good to be true, it left an irrevocable scar I didn't know how to get rid of without blood. This unorthodox journey led me somewhere so much more beautiful than I could have ever imagined and I thank God every single day for how blessed I truly am.
Life gets hard when we don't have faith. When we stop trusting in the plan that He (or the Universe, whichever term preferred) has for us, we end up falling on our asses more times than not. The point of this life is to BE; to live and share moments and pleasures with others whom our soul loves. The moral of my story at the end of the day is to always chase that fire inside, regardless of how irrational, paralyzing or fearful it may be. Always. Chase. Your. Fire.


