A.M. Proctor's Blog
May 3, 2021
Cynophobia The Fear of Dogs
My newest release is on sale for preorder everywhere books are sold!
Beta and ARC Readers have spoken!
"Trapper is my new book boyfriend!"
"I love how the H isn't perfect! Most books I read in this genre, the H is fearless and unbelievably strong."
"I've found my new favorite book! I hope we get more of Sammi, Trapper and family."
"An Appalachian hillbilly motorcycle club? It's like Wrong Turn but with sexy wild men."
Cynophobia is a dark romance but the characters give it a bit of levity and humor. Is dark humor even a thing in a kidnapping story? Well, Sammi pulls it off.
Don't worry, Sport, the dog, is fine inside the pages of Cynophobia and there is an HEA for all three characters.
February 1, 2021
Red!, an excerpt from Twisted and Confused
“Red.”
“What? No.” She can’t call red.
Mistress Torment is already unbuckling my straps. “Tell me, Brent. Where did you go?”
“No where, Mistress.” I lift my gaze to hers. The scene ends immediately when someone uses the safe word. I just didn’t think it would be her.
“You went nonverbal and unresponsive, Brent. What happened?”
“Nothing. I was… here.”
She crossed her arms over her chest and pursed her lips. Mistress Torment was a dark goddess. Dark chocolate and spice mixed with elegance, culture and self assurance. “This will not work unless you are honest with me.”
“It’s… nothing, Mistress. I swear.”
She smiled, and I thought she’d restart the scene. “Go get in the shower. Think hard on what you want, Brent. You can’t have this and lie too.”
“But—.”
She points towards the shower in this impressive basement dungeon. All the wind leaves my sails and my chin drops as I shuffle into the bathroom.
How did this go wrong so quickly?
I make short work of the shower and put on one of the robes hanging in the closet as I use my towel to dry my hair. She’s waiting for me on the couch with a bottle of water on her lap. My eyes automatically settle on the slope of her neck. My mouth waters as my thoughts turn to kissing her there.
She passes me the water bottle as I sit down next to her. I take a swig even though I really want a shot of something stronger. I have to be careful with alcohol, thanks to my dad.
“I used to have nightmares as a kid. I had trouble telling the difference between reality and fantasy back then. I had a flashback fantasy is all.”
Her lips turn up and I’m fascinated and mesmerized by her light brown eyes. “Want to tell me about it?”
I break the hold she has on me and look away. “Not really. It’s not real, so it doesn’t matter.”
“What? No.” She can’t call red.
Mistress Torment is already unbuckling my straps. “Tell me, Brent. Where did you go?”
“No where, Mistress.” I lift my gaze to hers. The scene ends immediately when someone uses the safe word. I just didn’t think it would be her.
“You went nonverbal and unresponsive, Brent. What happened?”
“Nothing. I was… here.”
She crossed her arms over her chest and pursed her lips. Mistress Torment was a dark goddess. Dark chocolate and spice mixed with elegance, culture and self assurance. “This will not work unless you are honest with me.”
“It’s… nothing, Mistress. I swear.”
She smiled, and I thought she’d restart the scene. “Go get in the shower. Think hard on what you want, Brent. You can’t have this and lie too.”
“But—.”
She points towards the shower in this impressive basement dungeon. All the wind leaves my sails and my chin drops as I shuffle into the bathroom.
How did this go wrong so quickly?
I make short work of the shower and put on one of the robes hanging in the closet as I use my towel to dry my hair. She’s waiting for me on the couch with a bottle of water on her lap. My eyes automatically settle on the slope of her neck. My mouth waters as my thoughts turn to kissing her there.
She passes me the water bottle as I sit down next to her. I take a swig even though I really want a shot of something stronger. I have to be careful with alcohol, thanks to my dad.
“I used to have nightmares as a kid. I had trouble telling the difference between reality and fantasy back then. I had a flashback fantasy is all.”
Her lips turn up and I’m fascinated and mesmerized by her light brown eyes. “Want to tell me about it?”
I break the hold she has on me and look away. “Not really. It’s not real, so it doesn’t matter.”
November 10, 2020
I unpublished my Ride Series.
That's right, Unpublished! (Though it's still on Kindle Unlimited until Feb because, contracts and stuff.)
Why would an author pull a series?
Unforgettable Ride needed major edits and a new cover. (So does Forsaken) This was my second series and basically the second book I wrote. I've grown since then, and my story deserved better.
As I started edits, I realized this novel needed more character development and scenes. Calanon is a bigger sociopath than I originally showed in Unforgettable. His dark past twists him up, and he battles his internal demons daily. Yet he still rises to help Dagney battle hers, too.
Quinn and beast are more primal than before. Yeah, he screwed up and has some groveling to do, but he has the fated mate thing going for him. You'll see him struggle more because of it as his heart is pulled towards Dagney and his son, but his body is owned by Jan and the Measure.
Because of the expanded characters ARCs, there's an entire book between Unforgettable Ride and Forsaken Rider.
Cal, Dag and Quinn are speaking to me again. Wondrous Ride is downloading as I revisit Unforgettable and Forsaken.
Titles will probably change, but the basic story doesn't alter too much. It will release in Kindle Unlimited and Amazon as soon as possible. I will include a warning in the beginning for those who have already read Unforgettable Ride and Forsaken Rider.
I do not intend to deceive readers. Just thrill them with a better story.
Why would an author pull a series?
Unforgettable Ride needed major edits and a new cover. (So does Forsaken) This was my second series and basically the second book I wrote. I've grown since then, and my story deserved better.
As I started edits, I realized this novel needed more character development and scenes. Calanon is a bigger sociopath than I originally showed in Unforgettable. His dark past twists him up, and he battles his internal demons daily. Yet he still rises to help Dagney battle hers, too.
Quinn and beast are more primal than before. Yeah, he screwed up and has some groveling to do, but he has the fated mate thing going for him. You'll see him struggle more because of it as his heart is pulled towards Dagney and his son, but his body is owned by Jan and the Measure.
Because of the expanded characters ARCs, there's an entire book between Unforgettable Ride and Forsaken Rider.
Cal, Dag and Quinn are speaking to me again. Wondrous Ride is downloading as I revisit Unforgettable and Forsaken.
Titles will probably change, but the basic story doesn't alter too much. It will release in Kindle Unlimited and Amazon as soon as possible. I will include a warning in the beginning for those who have already read Unforgettable Ride and Forsaken Rider.
I do not intend to deceive readers. Just thrill them with a better story.
October 13, 2020
New Release Coming Soon!
Oh my dear readers...
The wait to introduce you to Lark and Tyler is finally coming to an end. I'm so excited for you!!
The Enchanted Rebel has been so much fun to write. A story that lingers with me, nagging at me for a sequel when it's supposed to be a stand alone. (Bad characters, I have other books to finish)
Lark is the toughest, smartest and most sensible character I've ever written. She holds no punches and can sometimes be judgmental and snarky, but can't we all? She's a survivor of child abuse and life on the streets. She has a lot of flaws to overcome.
Tyler is everything we want in a dominant alphahole who struggles with his primal, rapey side. He likes to play rough with Lark, even going so far as using a knife to torment her and the twisted bitch with a dark past loves it.
Sprinkle in a haunted mansion in a cursed Southern town with a blue furry guardian and one submissive sex demon, you have a few unforgettable extra characters.
Add in the search for a lost pirate treasure that leads to a ghost trapped in his own curse and a devil worshiping sex ring cult using the power of said curse for sinister reasons and you have a plot that holds dark suspense.
This story is Gothic, dark, romantic, and feral with a sprinkle of who done it and what's next.
Keep an eye on my website for the release date. It will definitely be out before Halloween.
www.amproctor.com
The wait to introduce you to Lark and Tyler is finally coming to an end. I'm so excited for you!!
The Enchanted Rebel has been so much fun to write. A story that lingers with me, nagging at me for a sequel when it's supposed to be a stand alone. (Bad characters, I have other books to finish)
Lark is the toughest, smartest and most sensible character I've ever written. She holds no punches and can sometimes be judgmental and snarky, but can't we all? She's a survivor of child abuse and life on the streets. She has a lot of flaws to overcome.
Tyler is everything we want in a dominant alphahole who struggles with his primal, rapey side. He likes to play rough with Lark, even going so far as using a knife to torment her and the twisted bitch with a dark past loves it.
Sprinkle in a haunted mansion in a cursed Southern town with a blue furry guardian and one submissive sex demon, you have a few unforgettable extra characters.
Add in the search for a lost pirate treasure that leads to a ghost trapped in his own curse and a devil worshiping sex ring cult using the power of said curse for sinister reasons and you have a plot that holds dark suspense.
This story is Gothic, dark, romantic, and feral with a sprinkle of who done it and what's next.
Keep an eye on my website for the release date. It will definitely be out before Halloween.
www.amproctor.com
August 11, 2020
Savage Love, A Monster Island Werewolf Romance
I uploaded Savage Love today to Kindle Unlimited.
This is a companion novel to Taste the High Fae and if you read that tasty little fetish filled delight, then you've already met Savage when the guest, Amber was knotted by Vex.
Don't worry if you haven't read Taste the High Fae yet, this is a stand alone werewolf romance that you'll enjoy just as much as if you had.
Cora is a 38 year old who's life is going nowhere because she has never lived dangerously.
Savage is part of the security team for Monster Island Resort. A Femdom vampire owned, fantasy island full of supernatural beings and dark desires.
Cora thinks she ready to take risks and jump headlong into the kink that Monster Island offers.
This former equestrian has more to offer than just her big boobs but is she brave enough to embrace a werewolf and his rowdy pack?
This book is for mature, open-minded readers only.
This is a companion novel to Taste the High Fae. It covers several kinks such as hucow and lactation, knotting, vampire, monster and fae sex, pony play, master and slave dynamics, and dark BDSM scenes. The werewolves bond quick and hard as they struggle with the beast inside. This is a primal romance and danger always abounds on Monster Island Resort.
Check it out at www.amproctor.com
This is a companion novel to Taste the High Fae and if you read that tasty little fetish filled delight, then you've already met Savage when the guest, Amber was knotted by Vex.
Don't worry if you haven't read Taste the High Fae yet, this is a stand alone werewolf romance that you'll enjoy just as much as if you had.
Cora is a 38 year old who's life is going nowhere because she has never lived dangerously.
Savage is part of the security team for Monster Island Resort. A Femdom vampire owned, fantasy island full of supernatural beings and dark desires.
Cora thinks she ready to take risks and jump headlong into the kink that Monster Island offers.
This former equestrian has more to offer than just her big boobs but is she brave enough to embrace a werewolf and his rowdy pack?
This book is for mature, open-minded readers only.
This is a companion novel to Taste the High Fae. It covers several kinks such as hucow and lactation, knotting, vampire, monster and fae sex, pony play, master and slave dynamics, and dark BDSM scenes. The werewolves bond quick and hard as they struggle with the beast inside. This is a primal romance and danger always abounds on Monster Island Resort.
Check it out at www.amproctor.com
July 15, 2020
Free Monster Book?
Do you want to read my short monster sex book for FREE?
I'll provide the link where you can download it but FIRST you need to read the warnings.
The title is, I SLEPT with the Monster Under my Bed. This is a monster sex book. It's a short story, about 8600 words. The female character seduces the monster living under her bed. Hint Hint... it's EROTIC MONSTER SEX.
If you consent... then hit the link.
https://storyoriginapp.com/giveaways/...
Now, you will be asked to sign up for my newsletter. It's basically a short FEMDOM BDSM story that I'll email out portions every other month or so. I won't spam your email with tons of crap though. Promise.
I'll provide the link where you can download it but FIRST you need to read the warnings.
The title is, I SLEPT with the Monster Under my Bed. This is a monster sex book. It's a short story, about 8600 words. The female character seduces the monster living under her bed. Hint Hint... it's EROTIC MONSTER SEX.
If you consent... then hit the link.
https://storyoriginapp.com/giveaways/...
Now, you will be asked to sign up for my newsletter. It's basically a short FEMDOM BDSM story that I'll email out portions every other month or so. I won't spam your email with tons of crap though. Promise.
July 3, 2020
Excerpt from Monster Island's newest novel...
If you read Taste the High Fae, then you know this scene from Jordian's POV. In this companion novel, you get this scene from Amber's POV. Enjoy...
Jordian’s voice loudly fills the room. “Fuck!”
Vex stiffens as he wraps his arms around my head and pulls me into his chest. The movement hurts my pussy and I whimper as the vibration of his growling snarl rumbles against my cheek.
I look up at Jordian. “It hurts.”
“I know, sweetie. I know. He’ll be gentle and still till he finished breeding you. Then it will all go soft and slip right out.”
“Breeding me?”
The growl in Vex’s chest turns from warning to aggression as Jordian leans in and presses a kiss to my face. “It’s all right. There’s a slim chance of you getting pregnant. He just loved your pussy so much, he couldn’t help himself.”
Fuck, I just had unprotected sex! What the fuck was I thinking? “Sslim chance?”
Jordian gives me a gentle smile. “Very slim. He will knot and breed you for the next hour or so. Try to relax and let him do his thing.”
“But I’m not on birth control!”
“We’ll take care of you. He’ll take care of you if you get pregnant. We promise.”
Vex groans as his cock kicks again inside me. More cum hoses down my womb. “I’m sorry…” My womb contracts as my pussy mouths his cock in response. It’s an intense feeling and I whimper.
Vex captures my face and forces me to look into his eyes. “Amber, look at me. Delightful girl. We’ll get through this together. Then we’ll talk about what to do next. Okay?”
His arms hold me against his wide chest as he rocks back on his knees to sit on his heels. I wrap my legs around him and he let my weight settle on him. His hands stroke up and down my back as his lips press to the side of my head.
Jordian’s voice sounds as he talks into a radio. “Yeah, we have a hang up here in Hut 6. Vex is knotted in a guest for the next hour or so.”
The deep male voice on the other end asks. “Male or female?”
“Female.”
The cussing and expletives that follow are pretty impressive. “Damn it Vex! It’s not even close to full moon and that fucker knots a guest?! I need that mother fucker on door duty for the show like in ten minutes.”
Vex stiffens slightly as he shields me in his arms. Vex starts growling loudly as Jordian gets to close to us. “I’ll help with door duty. Once you finish breeding her. Make sure she’s safely settled back in her room. Then get your ass on door duty.””
The growl turns to a whimper as Vex says roughly. “I can’t let her go.”
“Don’t think about that right now. You have a job to do. Report to Case and Ambrosia about the bond you just formed with Amber after the show. Till then, you can explain werewolf love to Amber, you dumb shit.”
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Jordian’s voice loudly fills the room. “Fuck!”
Vex stiffens as he wraps his arms around my head and pulls me into his chest. The movement hurts my pussy and I whimper as the vibration of his growling snarl rumbles against my cheek.
I look up at Jordian. “It hurts.”
“I know, sweetie. I know. He’ll be gentle and still till he finished breeding you. Then it will all go soft and slip right out.”
“Breeding me?”
The growl in Vex’s chest turns from warning to aggression as Jordian leans in and presses a kiss to my face. “It’s all right. There’s a slim chance of you getting pregnant. He just loved your pussy so much, he couldn’t help himself.”
Fuck, I just had unprotected sex! What the fuck was I thinking? “Sslim chance?”
Jordian gives me a gentle smile. “Very slim. He will knot and breed you for the next hour or so. Try to relax and let him do his thing.”
“But I’m not on birth control!”
“We’ll take care of you. He’ll take care of you if you get pregnant. We promise.”
Vex groans as his cock kicks again inside me. More cum hoses down my womb. “I’m sorry…” My womb contracts as my pussy mouths his cock in response. It’s an intense feeling and I whimper.
Vex captures my face and forces me to look into his eyes. “Amber, look at me. Delightful girl. We’ll get through this together. Then we’ll talk about what to do next. Okay?”
His arms hold me against his wide chest as he rocks back on his knees to sit on his heels. I wrap my legs around him and he let my weight settle on him. His hands stroke up and down my back as his lips press to the side of my head.
Jordian’s voice sounds as he talks into a radio. “Yeah, we have a hang up here in Hut 6. Vex is knotted in a guest for the next hour or so.”
The deep male voice on the other end asks. “Male or female?”
“Female.”
The cussing and expletives that follow are pretty impressive. “Damn it Vex! It’s not even close to full moon and that fucker knots a guest?! I need that mother fucker on door duty for the show like in ten minutes.”
Vex stiffens slightly as he shields me in his arms. Vex starts growling loudly as Jordian gets to close to us. “I’ll help with door duty. Once you finish breeding her. Make sure she’s safely settled back in her room. Then get your ass on door duty.””
The growl turns to a whimper as Vex says roughly. “I can’t let her go.”
“Don’t think about that right now. You have a job to do. Report to Case and Ambrosia about the bond you just formed with Amber after the show. Till then, you can explain werewolf love to Amber, you dumb shit.”
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June 11, 2020
Spark Bond Ruptured Excerpt
I'm doing final edits on Spark Bond Ruptured, third book in the series and thought I'd share with you an excerpt of Morgan and her new lover, Rye.
In this book, Morgan gets her reverse harem as she tries to return to the Fae Realm to reunite with Chaistolf. The Spark Bond has ruptured for both her and Chaistolf. Morgan has been through some serious trauma after her return to the Human Realm.
She meets a group of fae living in the Panhandle of Florida and invites them to a masquerade party she's hosting.
I turned and faced Rye. He reached behind my head, untied my mask and let it fall into the sand. I looked down, and he cupped my chin and tilted my head up as he came in for a slow and delicious kiss.
My stomach was a flutter as he learned my mouth, coaxing my lips gently, teasing the embers of desire with in me. I parted my mouth, inviting him to deepen the kiss, and he took my invitation immediately.
My skin was on fire, I needed more. My hands went to the hem of his kilt and traveled up the backs of his thighs to his bare ass. My question was answered immediately. He pulled back from our kiss and smiled at me like I was a large, juicy steak just waiting for him to take a savory bite.
He took my hands off his ass, and we began walking down the beach. I slipped my arm in his and he cleared his throat. “I have to ask, is this what you truly want?”
I stopped walking, and he turned to face me. “Rye, you know that I do but you also need to know, I am incapable of love. I can’t have a relationship with you.”
He nodded, “Because of Chaistolf.” I cringed, there it was. The ghost of Christmas past creeping in between us.
“Because I’m damaged. I am damaged to where Chais and I can never be together again. I can’t let anyone in or I might fall apart. I even hold back a bit from my own son.”
There, I’d said it and the truth of it hurt deeply and I’d just blown my chance for release with this male tonight. My pussy screamed in frustration and pouted.
I asked, “Do you want to go back to the party?”
He asked, “Do you?”
I shook my head, “No.”
He purred sexily. “What do you want Morgan?”
I was staring at his bare chest through the opening of his low cut shirt and whispered, “You.”
Leaning forward, I put my nose on his bare chest and inhaled his sweet scent. I then followed that with my tongue, curious to see if he tasted as good as he smelled. He did.
He put his arms around me and let out the breath he’d been holding, “Then you shall have me.”
Enormous hands cupped my face as he leaned down and brushed his lips across mine. Testing, teasing, coaxing me to take what he offered. It’s been a long time since I kissed a fae male. I’d forgotten how in tune they were with you. How the moment your body discovers what feels good at the moment, they are there casually satisfying your every desire. Never in a hurry and knowing exactly how to draw out the pleasure with just a sensual kiss.
Pulling back with a grin, he took my hand and led me to some covered lounge chairs in front of an old hotel that was under renovation. There was nobody around and I knew he’d sense someone come long before they saw us. He kissed me again. As unhurried as before, even as my need created urgency in me. My fingers dug into relaxed muscle as a quiet moan left my lips.
His hands found my ass under my dress. He smiled against my lips when he felt the lacy panties I had on. I focused on that wicked smile as he drew back and whispered devilishly. “These have got to go.”
He tucked a finger under them and followed them towards the front, pausing a moment between my legs but not parting me before he pulled them down. He followed them down, and I savored the feeling of his fiery breath fanning my pulsing flesh as I stepped out of them.
As he came back up to me, his hands traveled back up my thighs and his thumbs brushed my lower lips again and then withdrew. I shuttered with desire and he smiled that same wicked smile. “How long has it been for you?”
I shuttered again as his hands found my bustier and began unlacing it slowly, his smoldering gaze never leaving mine. My hands went to his shirt as I pulled it from his belt and then up over his head. I gave a lusty sigh before admitting, “Too long since it’s felt like this.”
More excerpts will follow... Spark Bond Ruptured is available for pre-order.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B089ZL23BT
Catch up now, with Spark Bond Ignited
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07YQY9F4F
and Spark Bond Radiance.
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08...
All books in this series will be available on Kindle Unlimited.
In this book, Morgan gets her reverse harem as she tries to return to the Fae Realm to reunite with Chaistolf. The Spark Bond has ruptured for both her and Chaistolf. Morgan has been through some serious trauma after her return to the Human Realm.
She meets a group of fae living in the Panhandle of Florida and invites them to a masquerade party she's hosting.
I turned and faced Rye. He reached behind my head, untied my mask and let it fall into the sand. I looked down, and he cupped my chin and tilted my head up as he came in for a slow and delicious kiss.
My stomach was a flutter as he learned my mouth, coaxing my lips gently, teasing the embers of desire with in me. I parted my mouth, inviting him to deepen the kiss, and he took my invitation immediately.
My skin was on fire, I needed more. My hands went to the hem of his kilt and traveled up the backs of his thighs to his bare ass. My question was answered immediately. He pulled back from our kiss and smiled at me like I was a large, juicy steak just waiting for him to take a savory bite.
He took my hands off his ass, and we began walking down the beach. I slipped my arm in his and he cleared his throat. “I have to ask, is this what you truly want?”
I stopped walking, and he turned to face me. “Rye, you know that I do but you also need to know, I am incapable of love. I can’t have a relationship with you.”
He nodded, “Because of Chaistolf.” I cringed, there it was. The ghost of Christmas past creeping in between us.
“Because I’m damaged. I am damaged to where Chais and I can never be together again. I can’t let anyone in or I might fall apart. I even hold back a bit from my own son.”
There, I’d said it and the truth of it hurt deeply and I’d just blown my chance for release with this male tonight. My pussy screamed in frustration and pouted.
I asked, “Do you want to go back to the party?”
He asked, “Do you?”
I shook my head, “No.”
He purred sexily. “What do you want Morgan?”
I was staring at his bare chest through the opening of his low cut shirt and whispered, “You.”
Leaning forward, I put my nose on his bare chest and inhaled his sweet scent. I then followed that with my tongue, curious to see if he tasted as good as he smelled. He did.
He put his arms around me and let out the breath he’d been holding, “Then you shall have me.”
Enormous hands cupped my face as he leaned down and brushed his lips across mine. Testing, teasing, coaxing me to take what he offered. It’s been a long time since I kissed a fae male. I’d forgotten how in tune they were with you. How the moment your body discovers what feels good at the moment, they are there casually satisfying your every desire. Never in a hurry and knowing exactly how to draw out the pleasure with just a sensual kiss.
Pulling back with a grin, he took my hand and led me to some covered lounge chairs in front of an old hotel that was under renovation. There was nobody around and I knew he’d sense someone come long before they saw us. He kissed me again. As unhurried as before, even as my need created urgency in me. My fingers dug into relaxed muscle as a quiet moan left my lips.
His hands found my ass under my dress. He smiled against my lips when he felt the lacy panties I had on. I focused on that wicked smile as he drew back and whispered devilishly. “These have got to go.”
He tucked a finger under them and followed them towards the front, pausing a moment between my legs but not parting me before he pulled them down. He followed them down, and I savored the feeling of his fiery breath fanning my pulsing flesh as I stepped out of them.
As he came back up to me, his hands traveled back up my thighs and his thumbs brushed my lower lips again and then withdrew. I shuttered with desire and he smiled that same wicked smile. “How long has it been for you?”
I shuttered again as his hands found my bustier and began unlacing it slowly, his smoldering gaze never leaving mine. My hands went to his shirt as I pulled it from his belt and then up over his head. I gave a lusty sigh before admitting, “Too long since it’s felt like this.”
More excerpts will follow... Spark Bond Ruptured is available for pre-order.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B089ZL23BT
Catch up now, with Spark Bond Ignited
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07YQY9F4F
and Spark Bond Radiance.
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08...
All books in this series will be available on Kindle Unlimited.
June 6, 2020
The Fae and Her Dragon, Not the typical HEA
Let's talk about The Fae and Her Dragon.
This book is a spin off novella from the book Taste the High Fae where Sasha is a side character who finds her true mate in a different kind of monster, in a different place.
So, I'm getting a bit of flack about not making this a fated mate story because I didn't flesh out how the readers would feel about the ending. My bad. I should have put an epilogue with Sasha's POV letting my readers know that her story continues and she does have hope of finding her true mate.
I did foreshadow this ending throughout the story. Reik isn't the type of male who will put up with a menage situation even though Sasha is. (Kinky little high fae) She understands this from the get go. She knows he's not her fated mate and that his fated mate is out there somewhere, waiting on him.
She chooses to love him anyway. She loves him wholeheartedly and even I was desperately searching for a way to keep these two together at the end of this novella. See? I suffered a bit of heartache too.
Except I knew that Sasha had somewhere else to be in order to find her HEA. I love Sasha because she's brave and refuses to close her heart up just because it might get broken. I don't think I would have taken on her journey with Reik in real life. I'm too guarded with my heart, can't stand the pain of having it shattered.
Sasha however, knows there's beauty in pain, pleasure even. She's fae, not human. They tend to be pansexual lovers because they can see beyond what is on the outside of a living being.
Instead of seeing some side show carnival freak in Reik, she saw a broken male who was lost and closed off. She loved him whole, pushed him outside his comfort zone and helped him find himself. That is what we do when we love someone, wholeheartedly.
Sasha would urge each and every one of you (because she loves humans) to stay in the arena of life and choose love even if it means a bit of pain eventually. Nobody stays together forever, either we break up or someone dies and leaves the other behind.
It shouldn't stop us from living and loving one another.
This book is a spin off novella from the book Taste the High Fae where Sasha is a side character who finds her true mate in a different kind of monster, in a different place.
So, I'm getting a bit of flack about not making this a fated mate story because I didn't flesh out how the readers would feel about the ending. My bad. I should have put an epilogue with Sasha's POV letting my readers know that her story continues and she does have hope of finding her true mate.
I did foreshadow this ending throughout the story. Reik isn't the type of male who will put up with a menage situation even though Sasha is. (Kinky little high fae) She understands this from the get go. She knows he's not her fated mate and that his fated mate is out there somewhere, waiting on him.
She chooses to love him anyway. She loves him wholeheartedly and even I was desperately searching for a way to keep these two together at the end of this novella. See? I suffered a bit of heartache too.
Except I knew that Sasha had somewhere else to be in order to find her HEA. I love Sasha because she's brave and refuses to close her heart up just because it might get broken. I don't think I would have taken on her journey with Reik in real life. I'm too guarded with my heart, can't stand the pain of having it shattered.
Sasha however, knows there's beauty in pain, pleasure even. She's fae, not human. They tend to be pansexual lovers because they can see beyond what is on the outside of a living being.
Instead of seeing some side show carnival freak in Reik, she saw a broken male who was lost and closed off. She loved him whole, pushed him outside his comfort zone and helped him find himself. That is what we do when we love someone, wholeheartedly.
Sasha would urge each and every one of you (because she loves humans) to stay in the arena of life and choose love even if it means a bit of pain eventually. Nobody stays together forever, either we break up or someone dies and leaves the other behind.
It shouldn't stop us from living and loving one another.
June 1, 2020
TASTE THE HIGH FAE
Let's talk about Monster Island Resort and the Mistress who runs the place.
Taste the High Fae is a vampire and fae novella that is available on Kindle Unlimited. I didn't know where it was going when I started writing it, I just knew that I wanted to tell the story of a female vampire who lived in the Blood and Fae vampire world before it was reformed.
A female who was owned, dominated and abused during her fertile years by her clutch leader and the males around her and survived. I wanted to tell the story of how horrible it was before Queen Nevaeh (from Blood and Fae and Blood Rising) came in to power.
I ended up not writing about Ambrosia's past. I didn't want to write another female, trapped and abused story. (Nevaeh went through enough crap in Blood Rising) Instead, I wrote Mistress Ambrosia as she is today. A powerful dominatrix who survived her situation and used her experience to build something bigger than herself.
Monster Island Resort is a modern Fantasy Island, skewed towards the dark and kinky, the supernatural and filthy rich humans. It's located somewhere between realms, somewhere between time, in the Florida Keys. Veiled by magic and accessible by cruise ship only, Monster Island Resort will cater to your darkest desires, kinks and fetishes.
Anticipating hosting the largest vampire clutch gathering and hosting the Royal Family, (Yes, Nevaeh, Alexei and Ryzier from Blood and Fae make an appearance) Mistress Ambrosia sets out to find some high fae gifts to train and bestow upon her royal guests.
Taste the High Fae is told mainly through Jordian's perspective, though we get Ambrosia's perspective later on. Jordian, Sasha (from the book, The Fae and Her Dragon) along with two friends are captured and forced into naked, pleasure slavery at Monster Island Resort.
Vampires are the mortal enemy of the high fae. It takes an older vampire to be able to control the bloodlust that comes with feeding off the succulent fae. Vampires also think they are above all other life forms in any realm. Everything is either food or fun to them.
Ambrosia is no different and perhaps she's a bit more cruel because of her past. She's all about consent for the human naked slaves but the fae don't have a voice in her opinion. That is until she gets to know Jordian, as he kneels trembling and naked by her throne.
This book is about finding strength in submission and celebrating the fact that being submissive, doesn't mean you are weak. As a matter of fact, Jordian ends up growing stronger than his mistress and still enjoys bending a knee to her.
This book is about healing wounds and self doubt, about learning to live and let go of past trauma. Learning that you don't have to be stronger to be dominant and that being dominant and sadistic doesn't mean your heart has to be closed and cold. The truth is a dom or domme should master with an open heart towards their submissive.
Yes, there is sexual torture in this book. I explore some cock and ball bondage, post orgasm torture, sounding and electro stimulation. Jordian first falls in love with his male handler, Rory, before he gives his heart to his terrifying mistress.
Rory behaves like a bisexual, but he is truly gay. He loves Ambrosia and will stick his cock anywhere it's needed as a handler but he adores Jordian from the get go.
Jordian is pansexual, as most of my high fae are. They fall in love with the heart of a being and love that person sexually in the way that they need to be loved. I believe this is the most pure form of love that there can be.
There is dubious consent and monster sex on Monster Island Resort. Vampires eat humans and fae creatures. Monster eat humans and vampires. Women are impregnated by an egg laying dark fae creature. High fae are sent through a labyrinth of monsters, goblins, mythological creatures and tentacle monsters who rape and have the potential to kill them.
Taste the High Fae is not a book for the meek of heart or the weak of stomach but it's not all abuse and sex, it's about love, growth and self discovery too.
The fae taste too good to waste.
Taste the High Fae by A.M. Proctor
Taste the High Fae
Taste the High Fae is a vampire and fae novella that is available on Kindle Unlimited. I didn't know where it was going when I started writing it, I just knew that I wanted to tell the story of a female vampire who lived in the Blood and Fae vampire world before it was reformed.
A female who was owned, dominated and abused during her fertile years by her clutch leader and the males around her and survived. I wanted to tell the story of how horrible it was before Queen Nevaeh (from Blood and Fae and Blood Rising) came in to power.
I ended up not writing about Ambrosia's past. I didn't want to write another female, trapped and abused story. (Nevaeh went through enough crap in Blood Rising) Instead, I wrote Mistress Ambrosia as she is today. A powerful dominatrix who survived her situation and used her experience to build something bigger than herself.
Monster Island Resort is a modern Fantasy Island, skewed towards the dark and kinky, the supernatural and filthy rich humans. It's located somewhere between realms, somewhere between time, in the Florida Keys. Veiled by magic and accessible by cruise ship only, Monster Island Resort will cater to your darkest desires, kinks and fetishes.
Anticipating hosting the largest vampire clutch gathering and hosting the Royal Family, (Yes, Nevaeh, Alexei and Ryzier from Blood and Fae make an appearance) Mistress Ambrosia sets out to find some high fae gifts to train and bestow upon her royal guests.
Taste the High Fae is told mainly through Jordian's perspective, though we get Ambrosia's perspective later on. Jordian, Sasha (from the book, The Fae and Her Dragon) along with two friends are captured and forced into naked, pleasure slavery at Monster Island Resort.
Vampires are the mortal enemy of the high fae. It takes an older vampire to be able to control the bloodlust that comes with feeding off the succulent fae. Vampires also think they are above all other life forms in any realm. Everything is either food or fun to them.
Ambrosia is no different and perhaps she's a bit more cruel because of her past. She's all about consent for the human naked slaves but the fae don't have a voice in her opinion. That is until she gets to know Jordian, as he kneels trembling and naked by her throne.
This book is about finding strength in submission and celebrating the fact that being submissive, doesn't mean you are weak. As a matter of fact, Jordian ends up growing stronger than his mistress and still enjoys bending a knee to her.
This book is about healing wounds and self doubt, about learning to live and let go of past trauma. Learning that you don't have to be stronger to be dominant and that being dominant and sadistic doesn't mean your heart has to be closed and cold. The truth is a dom or domme should master with an open heart towards their submissive.
Yes, there is sexual torture in this book. I explore some cock and ball bondage, post orgasm torture, sounding and electro stimulation. Jordian first falls in love with his male handler, Rory, before he gives his heart to his terrifying mistress.
Rory behaves like a bisexual, but he is truly gay. He loves Ambrosia and will stick his cock anywhere it's needed as a handler but he adores Jordian from the get go.
Jordian is pansexual, as most of my high fae are. They fall in love with the heart of a being and love that person sexually in the way that they need to be loved. I believe this is the most pure form of love that there can be.
There is dubious consent and monster sex on Monster Island Resort. Vampires eat humans and fae creatures. Monster eat humans and vampires. Women are impregnated by an egg laying dark fae creature. High fae are sent through a labyrinth of monsters, goblins, mythological creatures and tentacle monsters who rape and have the potential to kill them.
Taste the High Fae is not a book for the meek of heart or the weak of stomach but it's not all abuse and sex, it's about love, growth and self discovery too.
The fae taste too good to waste.
Taste the High Fae by A.M. Proctor
Taste the High Fae
