Sydney Lyttle's Blog
November 15, 2010
Prelude from Drama...Another Man's Girl
“Is it that hard for you to be around me Chass?” Shane asked, noticing my reluctance to look him in the eye.
Brushing off his cockiness and fighting to keep my emotions in check I replied, “I can handle it.”
“Can you?” he leaned into me forcing me backwards.
“Of course I can,” I replied sharply as I struggled to conceal the obvious effect he had on me.
“Convince me.”
His tongue was in my mouth before I could respond. I tried to push him away, but my desire for him was much stronger than my ability to resist.
“Stop fighting me Baby. You know you missed this just as much as I have.” He pulled his tongue out of my mouth long enough to get those words out.
“We shouldn’t be in here Shane. EL is probably looking around the party for me as we speak.”
“And,” he said like he could care less.
“What do you mean and? I guess you forgot about the agreement we made to stay away from each other until I figure out a way to break up with EL.”
He twisted his face up. “Listen to you. I’m up here puttin’ my heart on the line and you still comin’ at me sideways. Whatchu mean figure out a way? Just tell him the truth. You need to stop handlin’ that nigga like he gon’ break. When you gon’ leave him Chass? Let me know what’s up.”
“Soon Shane, I’m gonna leave him soon.”
“How soon?” he asked frustrated. “How much longer you gon’ have me waitin’ Baby? A week…a month…what? Let me know somethin’. I had to pull you in here just to grab a minute alone wit’chu. All that sneakin’ around shit is dead Chass. You can hang that up. Hurry up and cut that nigga off. You wastin’ time that we could be together Baby.”
“It’s not that simple Shane.” I was conflicted. As much as I wanted to be with Shane, I wasn’t looking forward to hurting EL—Although I knew there was no way around it.
“While you figurin’ out how to soften the blow for this nigga, I’m supposed to what? Play the background…Watch from the sidelines.”
“You act like this is easy for me.”
“You think this shit is easy for me? You expect me to fall back and let you stay with that nigga when we both know you wanna be with me. I’m supposed to force myself to stay away from you until you find the right time to tell him what’s up. Baby you buggin’. So I can’t see you. I can’t make love to you. This shit is torture,” he said softly, as his fingers caressed the side of my face.
“I don’t like it either Shane. I just need a little more time. That’s all. I will find a way to tell him about us.”
“Nah Baby, fuck that. I can’t do this shit no more. I’m done waitin’. Either you wanna be with me or you don’t—Simple as that. I want you to cut him off tonight,” he said fed up.
“Tonight?”
“Yeah tonight,” he repeated forcefully. “Stop stallin’ Baby. It’s time for you to let that nigga know what’s up.”
“What happened to giving me time and space so I could deal with this on my own? This is gonna kill EL Shane. The least you can do is not back me into a corner. Now all of a sudden you’re so impatient that you can’t wait no more. You never had a problem with waiting before.”
“That was before I fell in love with you Chass. And it’s not all of a sudden. I’ve been tellin’ you this for how long now. I’m not tryna share you wit’ that nigga no more.”
“Don’t do this Shane. You know I’ve never been good at resisting you.”
“Then stop resistin’ and go wit’cha feelings.”
“I… I can’t…” I whimpered unconvincingly as I struggled to finish my sentence. He placed his finger against my lips signaling for me to stop talking.
“I wanna make love to you Chass. And all I wanna hear you say is that you want the same thing,” he ordered, as he slowly removed his finger from my lips.
My body craved him. I wanted more than anything to make love to him. Then I thought about EL and how selfish we were being and I backed away.
“Why you keep pullin’ away from me Baby? Are you tryna tell me that you don’t wanna be with me?” he asked.
“Shane…” I hesitated.
“It’s a simple question Chass. If you can look me in the eye and honestly say that you don’t want me, I’ll leave you alone. Now I’ll ask you again, do you wanna be with me?” He lifted my chin up with his index finger forcing me to look into his eyes. I wanted him. I couldn’t deny it. I wanted him so bad I could taste it. I looked him in his gorgeous green eyes and slowly nodded yes.
“Nah Chass,” he shook his head. “I need to hear you say the words.” His tone was seductive yet serious. His eyes spoke to me seductively increasing the speed of my heartbeat rapidly. I tried not to give into him, but it was a battle that I was clearly losing.
“Yes…I wanna be with you. I want that more than anything else in this world,” I replied, kissing what was left of my resistance goodbye.
“Then stop tryna fight it. This is a destiny type thing Baby. You can fight me, but you can’t fight this.”He pointed to my heart and then to his. “I want you. Right here…right now,” he whispered, as he softly kissed my lips. Then he unloosened my towel and it dropped to the floor.
“Damn Baby you look good.” He looked at me like he was under a spell, while his dick stood like a pool stick.
He slipped his hand in-between my warm thighs causing my clit to throb like it had a heartbeat. With his index finger, he pushed the crotch of my bathing suit aside and slowly entered my warm inviting flesh. I moaned as my juices soaked his finger. He picked me up and carried me to the wide oak table that was sitting in the middle of the floor and sat me on top of it. Then he unsnapped the top of my bathing suit and it fell beneath my breast. He caressed my erect nipples with his soft lips while sliding his finger in and out of my soaking wet pussy. The temperature in the room felt like it rose at least ten degrees. My body was on fire. When he removed his delicious instrument from his swim trunks my clit went crazy
“Put it in,” I spoke softly in between our passionate kisses while my pussy was doing back flips. Just as the head of his penis began to enter me, the door opened.
Brushing off his cockiness and fighting to keep my emotions in check I replied, “I can handle it.”
“Can you?” he leaned into me forcing me backwards.
“Of course I can,” I replied sharply as I struggled to conceal the obvious effect he had on me.
“Convince me.”
His tongue was in my mouth before I could respond. I tried to push him away, but my desire for him was much stronger than my ability to resist.
“Stop fighting me Baby. You know you missed this just as much as I have.” He pulled his tongue out of my mouth long enough to get those words out.
“We shouldn’t be in here Shane. EL is probably looking around the party for me as we speak.”
“And,” he said like he could care less.
“What do you mean and? I guess you forgot about the agreement we made to stay away from each other until I figure out a way to break up with EL.”
He twisted his face up. “Listen to you. I’m up here puttin’ my heart on the line and you still comin’ at me sideways. Whatchu mean figure out a way? Just tell him the truth. You need to stop handlin’ that nigga like he gon’ break. When you gon’ leave him Chass? Let me know what’s up.”
“Soon Shane, I’m gonna leave him soon.”
“How soon?” he asked frustrated. “How much longer you gon’ have me waitin’ Baby? A week…a month…what? Let me know somethin’. I had to pull you in here just to grab a minute alone wit’chu. All that sneakin’ around shit is dead Chass. You can hang that up. Hurry up and cut that nigga off. You wastin’ time that we could be together Baby.”
“It’s not that simple Shane.” I was conflicted. As much as I wanted to be with Shane, I wasn’t looking forward to hurting EL—Although I knew there was no way around it.
“While you figurin’ out how to soften the blow for this nigga, I’m supposed to what? Play the background…Watch from the sidelines.”
“You act like this is easy for me.”
“You think this shit is easy for me? You expect me to fall back and let you stay with that nigga when we both know you wanna be with me. I’m supposed to force myself to stay away from you until you find the right time to tell him what’s up. Baby you buggin’. So I can’t see you. I can’t make love to you. This shit is torture,” he said softly, as his fingers caressed the side of my face.
“I don’t like it either Shane. I just need a little more time. That’s all. I will find a way to tell him about us.”
“Nah Baby, fuck that. I can’t do this shit no more. I’m done waitin’. Either you wanna be with me or you don’t—Simple as that. I want you to cut him off tonight,” he said fed up.
“Tonight?”
“Yeah tonight,” he repeated forcefully. “Stop stallin’ Baby. It’s time for you to let that nigga know what’s up.”
“What happened to giving me time and space so I could deal with this on my own? This is gonna kill EL Shane. The least you can do is not back me into a corner. Now all of a sudden you’re so impatient that you can’t wait no more. You never had a problem with waiting before.”
“That was before I fell in love with you Chass. And it’s not all of a sudden. I’ve been tellin’ you this for how long now. I’m not tryna share you wit’ that nigga no more.”
“Don’t do this Shane. You know I’ve never been good at resisting you.”
“Then stop resistin’ and go wit’cha feelings.”
“I… I can’t…” I whimpered unconvincingly as I struggled to finish my sentence. He placed his finger against my lips signaling for me to stop talking.
“I wanna make love to you Chass. And all I wanna hear you say is that you want the same thing,” he ordered, as he slowly removed his finger from my lips.
My body craved him. I wanted more than anything to make love to him. Then I thought about EL and how selfish we were being and I backed away.
“Why you keep pullin’ away from me Baby? Are you tryna tell me that you don’t wanna be with me?” he asked.
“Shane…” I hesitated.
“It’s a simple question Chass. If you can look me in the eye and honestly say that you don’t want me, I’ll leave you alone. Now I’ll ask you again, do you wanna be with me?” He lifted my chin up with his index finger forcing me to look into his eyes. I wanted him. I couldn’t deny it. I wanted him so bad I could taste it. I looked him in his gorgeous green eyes and slowly nodded yes.
“Nah Chass,” he shook his head. “I need to hear you say the words.” His tone was seductive yet serious. His eyes spoke to me seductively increasing the speed of my heartbeat rapidly. I tried not to give into him, but it was a battle that I was clearly losing.
“Yes…I wanna be with you. I want that more than anything else in this world,” I replied, kissing what was left of my resistance goodbye.
“Then stop tryna fight it. This is a destiny type thing Baby. You can fight me, but you can’t fight this.”He pointed to my heart and then to his. “I want you. Right here…right now,” he whispered, as he softly kissed my lips. Then he unloosened my towel and it dropped to the floor.
“Damn Baby you look good.” He looked at me like he was under a spell, while his dick stood like a pool stick.
He slipped his hand in-between my warm thighs causing my clit to throb like it had a heartbeat. With his index finger, he pushed the crotch of my bathing suit aside and slowly entered my warm inviting flesh. I moaned as my juices soaked his finger. He picked me up and carried me to the wide oak table that was sitting in the middle of the floor and sat me on top of it. Then he unsnapped the top of my bathing suit and it fell beneath my breast. He caressed my erect nipples with his soft lips while sliding his finger in and out of my soaking wet pussy. The temperature in the room felt like it rose at least ten degrees. My body was on fire. When he removed his delicious instrument from his swim trunks my clit went crazy
“Put it in,” I spoke softly in between our passionate kisses while my pussy was doing back flips. Just as the head of his penis began to enter me, the door opened.
