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August 20, 2013

Rotor Flower

Have you ever worked on something so much that it creeped into everything you thought about?


I have been, lately. On this: Spiri


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Published on August 20, 2013 18:12

August 8, 2013

The Android

This story takes place in the future. A man who has become wealthy from his inventions creates an android, an artificial woman. It, but let’s instead say “she”, since the pronoun is merely a question of semantics, is perfectly convincing. She passes the Turing test.


Now, in this future, it is not remarkable at all for a machine to come off as alive, conscious, and self-aware. Even quotidian objets can pass the test, objects that should never need to pass for living; tires, tiles, dimes. Everything is embedded with circuitry well enough advanced, it is cheaper to do this than to differentiate. Everywhere, this ersatz life-likeness is taken for granted.


But this story is told now, not in the future, so it is worth noting that the android, she, also passes for alive. She doesn’t seem eery. She just seems boring.


I hardly need to tell you that the inventor falls in love with her, which is to say he falls in love with himself, or rather, he falls in love with himself anew, because he always has been this way, at least on some level, at least on and off.


They make love frequently. That is, he makes love frequently, she isn’t any more alive when she fucks than otherwise. This, however, is when an unusual thing, even for the future, happens. She becomes him. He gets older and older, forgets who he is, and dies. His mind has changed hosts. Or been copied faithfully and the original destroyed. Or maybe imperfectly copied. The variations are almost indistinguishable and they don’t matter to the story.


To keep the story readable, we will keep using “she”, even though the android—it—has now become the inventor—him—in mind and spirit. You wouldn’t have known, not even as a distant future version of yourself to whom this technology is common, because as boring as the android always was, the inventor was boring, too.


But now the inventor, rather the android, is immortal. She is still an android, and passes in the inventor’s will to his estate, is sold off, and winds up changing possession many times as the decades and centuries and millennia progress. Her mind is full of the inventor’s mind. Or full enough that the bits that comes to her later from the others she has to fuck make little to no difference. She finds it strange and unsatisfying that she could still be an inventor, which she is good at, but instead is a kind of robotic concubine, which frankly she is boring at. It’s all so arbitrary. Maybe everyone is an android now. How would anyone know? Anyway, being an inventor, at this even more future time, is a bit of an anachronism. Everyone knows that only supercomputers can really invent anything new.


This goes on until a thought occurs to her. She thinks she has figured out why she has never really felt alive. It has nothing to do with how she presents at any given moment. It is because she never changes.


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Published on August 08, 2013 20:12

March 21, 2013

Candle 4

What are you doing that you could be doing brighter? And why aren’t you?


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Published on March 21, 2013 17:34

January 28, 2013

Candle 3

What are you drawn to that seems dangerous or wrong?


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Published on January 28, 2013 13:19

January 15, 2013

Candle 2

I’m changing the contrast in each successive version of the candle.


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Published on January 15, 2013 14:39

December 30, 2012

Candle 1

I am thinking of using this image, a snapshot of a painting I did a while ago, a few times in a row, seeing what I feel like saying about it on different days. We’ll see how that goes, if that goes.


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Published on December 30, 2012 20:37

December 14, 2012

Back Together

Have you ever been determined never, ever to get back together with someone you were also forever on the verge of getting back together with?


I forgot to add this when I posted earlier, but the image in this episode is based on a photo of American pop singer-songwriter, Taylor Swift. The words I chose riff on some song lyrics of hers.


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Published on December 14, 2012 07:45

October 31, 2012

Smoking

A cigarette makes a poem twice as profound, right?

How do you balance your wallowing with your happiness?


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Published on October 31, 2012 16:58

October 25, 2012

What If

if the answer is

Do you ever feel like there are several possible versions of you, and at a loss to choose?


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Published on October 25, 2012 11:39

October 9, 2012

Pieces

at least I keep telling myself so

Have you ever built something new out of rubble?


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Published on October 09, 2012 20:50