Felix Alexander's Blog
May 20, 2020
Love
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People want to believe in true love, don’t they?
They want to go to Paris and kiss under the stars in the city of romance.
They want to go to Venice and hold their significant other, while a gondalier serenades them on the liquid streets of the Venetian lagoon.
They want to feel that connection at first sight, that chemistry during a conversation, and that feeling of being lost and found all at once.
What better way than to fall into the depths of forever, multiplied by infinity, and discover the reason you were born, than to travel to Verona… the city of love, the city that inspired Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet?
Ahh, the tale of tragic love.
For it is known that the tragedy of love is that it never truly ends.
Imagine, if you will, a kiss.
Not just any kiss.
Because, let’s be honest, after a time we fall into a routine of kisses that are akin to shaking hands.
Could it be because we no longer take a lady’s hand and greet her with a kiss on her fingers?
We forget what a kiss is meant to mean.
In ancient times, a kiss was believed to be an exchange of souls.
We kissed and we breathed in each other’s scent.
Have you ever felt that happen to you?
I tell you from experience that when you kiss with love, the scent of your lover will fill your lungs and linger within you to the point that to exhale literally takes your breath away.
How do you live without it?
Oooh, but to die with each breath is to live life to the fullest.
Afterall, there is no cause more noble than to die for love.
In fact, the greatest war to have ever been fought had not been for money, or power, or dominance. Though in the eyes of Agamemnon those motives gave him cause…but the true igniter of that flame that consumed one of the greatest cities of the ancient world was love.
The largest fleet that had ever sailed for war had crossed the Aegean when the Spartan king, Menelaus challenged Prince Paris Alexander for the hand of his bride, Helen of Sparta… later known as Helen of Troy.
Love.
Love is the only emotion that defines our lives.
The legend of the Trojan war defined the lives of those who fought in it. Be it for power, for glory, or for love… their names echo through the centuries because of it!
Achilles and his love for Briseis threatened to undermine Agamemnon’s goal.
Odysseus, King of Ithica almost never made it home, because the gods had been so angered by the outcome that his destiny lead him on a path towards death.
Yet, his cunning disposition eventually outwitted the gods, because he refused to let anything keep him from keeping his promise to his wife.
Love.
It’s the reason we write letters and poetry and songs.
Love.
It’s the reason we tell stories of “how we met.”
Love.
It’s the reason we believe we can conquer the world, and also feel empty when we’re without it.
Love is that feeling we get that reminds us that nothing else matters.
If we live for it, we live in the moment.
If we die for it, we live forever.
October 4, 2019
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: What… If…?
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What dreams may come
If I look upon your face,
What nightmares might I fear
If you left without a trace
What comfort may I find
If I fell into your eyes,
What emptiness would I feel
If I looked upon the starless skies
What sweetness would I know
If your voice caressed my soul,
What silence would echo
Without you to make me whole
What instant would feel like forever
If my lips felt your kiss,
Would I be haunted by eternity
If you became the one I’d miss
What cloud would I be on
If we danced to your favorite song,
What storm would I endure
If the lyrics said you are moving on
What destiny may be written
If you pierced my heart with my pen and blade,
Would a goddess give up immortality
To be in love forever and a day.
October 3, 2019
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: Fantasy of Dreams
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Let my lips touch you
As the rain kisses the skies,
Let my sight kiss you
As love is felt in the eyes
I’ll fall for you again
The way I fell for you before,
The secret in your heart
That leaves you wanting more
I’ll caress you from a distance
As thoughts massage your dreams,
Let me be your fantasy
And make love what it seems
Maybe an illusion
Maybe what you need,
Maybe I’ll hide in your shadows
As the poet your heart will bleed
Think of me at night
When you fall asleep,
Simply hold me tight
As your memory to keep
No te olvidaré
Cuando hablo con los dioses,
Los convenceré
Que eres mía entonces
If only for the moment
Cuando empiezo a soñar,
Les diré ahora que con mis pensamientos
Eres tu quien quiero tocar!
October 2, 2019
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: If… Then…
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If catching your eyes
Is like catching a star,
Then I’ll gaze at the skies
To be right where you are
If being at your side
Is like being in a song,
Then I’ll memorize the melody
And begin to sing along
If being in your arms
Is like being in a dream,
Then I shall never wake
From the realm of thoughts in stream
If hearing your whisper
Is like standing in the rain,
Then I’ll dance without an umbrella
And let them say I’ve gone insane
If tasting your lips
Is like coming back to life,
Then I’ll die a thousand deaths
For that kiss of man and wife
If caressing your hair
Is like touching the gods,
Then I’ll reach for heaven
And defy all the odds
Because if being your one
Means breaking my heart in two,
Then I’ll endure the devastating heartbreak
That proves my love is true.
October 1, 2019
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: Would It Be Enough?
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Would it be enough
To see her in your dreams,
That glimpse into heaven
Where destiny is what it seems
Each second is a lifetime
You endure without a breath,
Love will last until the last
Beyond the reach of death…
Would it be enough
To have her in your embrace,
Holding your reason for breathing
Exhale, and she will leave without a trace
If she whispered your name
Would you catch her with your heart,
Guard her as your best kept secret
To never be apart…
Would it be enough
To lose yourself in her gaze,
To fall into the realm of her thoughts
And navigate her maze
Rush not to find her heart
Fret not that you’ll miss your fate,
In time you will discover
That she was worth the wait…
Would it be enough
To know you fell in love,
And you lived as many lifetimes
As there are the stars above
And whenever each star falls
Pulling away from the skies,
Would it be enough
To know that it is only for love
That even the strongest man cries.
September 30, 2019
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: Love Is Like Rain
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Memories of you
Are like raindrops of forever,
So I sing and I dance
In this perfect weather
I don’t need an umbrella
I won’t search for the sun,
Because I wasn’t looking for love
When I found that you are the one
It rains in the morning
And it rains in the night,
You are the perfect storm
That has made all the wrong things right
If I dreamt you into life
Then I’ll sleep to dream of you again,
I’ll fall into an eternal slumber
If it means I’ll fall in love with my best friend
I’ll fall just like the raindrops
A millions times–never the same way twice,
I’ll fall deeper than hell
And pay the ultimate price
I’ll fall just like the angels
For you–I’ll sacrifice my wings,
Your demon of desire
The passion for which your heart sings
And if forever is not enough
Then I’ll find another way,
To fall under your spell again
And dream about you forever and a day.
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: LOVE IS LIKE RAIN
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Memories of you
Are like raindrops of forever,
So I sing and I dance
In this perfect weather
I don’t need an umbrella
I won’t search for the sun,
Because I wasn’t looking for love
When I found that you are the one
It rains in the morning
And it rains in the night,
You are the perfect storm
That has made all the wrong things right
If I dreamt you into life
Then I’ll sleep to dream of you again,
I’ll fall into an eternal slumber
If it means I’ll fall in love with my best friend
I’ll fall just like the raindrops
A millions times–never the same way twice,
I’ll fall deeper than hell
And pay the ultimate price
I’ll fall just like the angels
For you–I’ll sacrifice my wings,
Your demon of desire
The passion for which your heart sings
And if forever is not enough
Then I’ll find another way,
To fall under your spell again
And dream about you forever and a day.
September 29, 2019
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: If I Could
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If I could play the piano
I would compose a ballad for you,
I’d bring heaven to tears
And dance with you in the rain…
If I could touch the stars
I would catch the one that fell for you,
I’d present it to you
And show you where destiny wrote my name…
If I could talk to the gods
In the language of the Fates,
I’d ask your sister Aphrodite
To intervene on my behalf…
If I could live on the edge
I would take the chance to die another day,
Even if that meant
I would incur God’s wrath…
If I could see in the dark
I’d search for your beauty between galaxies,
I’d find where heaven lost you
And hide you in the realm of my heart…
If I could write a poem with numbers
I’d calculate the equation where you and I are one,
In the language of the universe
There would be no division to keep us apart.
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: IF I COULD
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If I could play the piano
I would compose a ballad for you,
I’d bring heaven to tears
And dance with you in the rain…
If I could touch the stars
I would catch the one that fell for you,
I’d present it to you
And show you where destiny wrote my name…
If I could talk to the gods
In the language of the Fates,
I’d ask your sister Aphrodite
To intervene on my behalf…
If I could live on the edge
I would take the chance to die another day,
Even if that meant
I would incur God’s wrath…
If I could see in the dark
I’d search for your beauty between galaxies,
I’d find where heaven lost you
And hide you in the realm of my heart…
If I could write a poem with numbers
I’d calculate the equation where you and I are one,
In the language of the universe
There would be no division to keep us apart.
September 25, 2019
ROMANTIC MUSINGS: Your Dreams and Mine
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I want to know your dreams
And the story behind your name,
I wish to understand your heart
And be the one to kiss away your pain
I want to wake up and kiss you
As we drift away from the stars,
I want to follow you into forever
Just to be where you are
I want to be in your thoughts
When there is a smile on your face,
I want to be your in-love
And in the comfort of your embrace
I want to be in your laughter
And be the one to kiss away your tears,
I want to be your strength
When you need to face your fears
I want to be your happiness
I need to be the hope behind your vow,
I have to experience your forever
And I long to be with you now
I hope to be the one you remember
When you forget what love is supposed to mean,
I pray my name lingers in your whisper
When you fall asleep and dream.