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You never forget your first.
{When he kisses me I don’t stop him. I let him kiss me because I want to feel something, something other than broken. I want to feel anything besides pain. I want to pretend I’m a normal teenage girl running off with a hot guy, on the fourth of July, without a care in the world. I want to be the girl I was before. Before my mom died, and I started faking being okay. I let him kiss me because it feels insanely good, and I almost feel better. I almost feel normal, I almost feel okay. Almost.}
{It’s not like I have some delusional idea that him and I are going to run off into the sunset and live happily ever after. I don’t believe in that happily ever after shit. I know better, it doesn’t exist. People hurt you and betray you. And in the rare chance that you do find real death do you part love. Death fucking does you part. Just ask my dad. Happily ever-after’s are a myth.}
I like the way you TEASE!
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Now without further delay, Your Teaser Pleaser:
Jordan stopped outside my door to check out my photos. He dropped my hand and pointed at one of Brent and me. It was taken on my 18th birthday. I was sitting on Brent’s lap; we had just gotten into a cake fight and were covered in frosting. That picture captured a moment when I was blissfully happy. It hurt to think that just a few months later my whole world would implode, plaguing every memory with the black stamp of before. Before she was gone, before I knew what heartbreaking pain felt like, before I hated the world, before… when life was perfect.
“How do you know him?” he asked. His voice was tight and edged on angery. Was he jealous at seeing me in a phone with another guy? I laughed. “Brent? He has been my Brothers best friend for, like ever. He’s lived with us for years.” I explained.
Jordan stepped away from me and leaned against the wall. He let his head hit it and I wasn’t sure what was going on with him. “What’s wrong?” I asked. He was starting to worry me. He slid down the wall. I kneeled down next to him. “Baby, talk to me.” I begged. Jordan looked at me his eye full of what seemed like regret. What the fuck was going on?
“Out of all the people in the world, you have to be her?” He exhaled.
OOOOOH! I bet you are dying to know what happens next. You will just have to wait for Without You.
Time, time, time... where the hell did you go?
Just saying. Learn for my mistakes, it’s a bad idea. :p
But I’m sure what you are all dying to hear about is, WITHOUT YOU. Well I am writing the end. It’s coming along. Even if it’s coming along slowly. But it will be done well before I have to turn it into my editor in July. My numb hands have been a challenging to work with, but I am determined and that is all I need to finish this book. Just know that when you read this book it was written but someone who truly loves her story and could wait to share it with you. If you even have any question or want to reach me you can get a hold of me on Facebook or through email.
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Well now its time for me to get back to Roxanne and the craziness that her life is. So much fun!!! I hope you all have a fantastic rest of the week. oh, and don't forget to smile!!!


