Madhuri Pavamani's Blog
May 26, 2016
777 Challenge
I’m sure you know what a 777 Challenge is because you’ve probably read a ton of them. Go to the 7th page of your current work-in-progress and post the first seven sentences.
I was tagged to do this one ages ago by my friend Kayti Nika Raet, author of the fabulous Outsider Chronicles, and promised myself to do it but it was April and April is National Poetry Month and I was posting a poem a day for thirty days and the rest is history.
So almost thirty days later, my 777 is from my current WIP, book one of The Keeper Series, DUTCH. And for those of y’all who don’t know, The Keeper Series is a dark erotic romance being published by SWERVE, an imprint of St. Martin’s Press, in 2017.
The quick and dirty on DUTCH:
Dutch Mathew is a lethal killer for The Gate.
Juma Landry has nine lives.
He is tasked with ending each and every one of them.
She isn’t going to make that easy.
And now the 777 on DUTCH:
“Also, no kissing. I know my lips look like they’re made for kissing, but that isn’t going to happen. My lips will not meet yours, now or ever, so push that idea out of your head. Nothing about ‘I am going to fuck you’ implies I’m also going to kiss you. Nothing. Not one fucking thing. So stop gazing longingly at my mouth, gorgeous, because there is no way in hell my tongue is going down your throat. None whatsoever.”
GAH.
Dutch is a motherfucking bastard and I love him.
Madly.
Get ready, folks – The Keepers are coming…
#WednesdayFreeWrite – TRIPTYCH

TRIPTYCH OF SELF
Wanted white-girl thighs
vomited up my teen-worth
yet thin eluded
Cigarette skinny
no hips no thighs but still strove
for that model look
Curves with a booty
forties and sexy with smiles
finally self love
My #WednesdayFreeWrite series is based on what I write during the 10 minutes allotted my writing group’s Wednesday Prompt. As always, these pieces are works of fiction, erupting from my incredibly over-active imagination. They are unedited and unscripted, super loose and probably my favorite ten minutes of the week. They are perfect in their imperfections and I hope you enjoy.
May 17, 2016
#Poesia – EUDAIMONIA

EUDAIMONIA
The twine that joins us
is taut tense
fraught with cruel impossibility
as if Fate became bored
with her daily fuckery
and cast us in her crosshairs
what was once calm
cool and collected
is now anything but
I know not what to do
with the reality of you
unattainable and yet
you are my perfection
to surely become
my life’s greatest irony
my one brutal heartbreak
If that is to be our truth
then break me lover
carve your initials on my soul
burn your name into my skin
kiss me into oblivion
shatter my everything
as I shall rise again
battered
bruised
and so fucking alive
The #Poesia pieces on this blog and Write Bitches are works of fiction, erupting from my incredibly over-active imagination. They are slightly edited, totally unscripted, spontaneous, super loose, and probably some of my favorite works. They are perfect in their imperfections and I hope you enjoy.
May 12, 2016
#Poesia – RENDER ME PRETTY
RENDER ME PRETTY
she sucked in her belly
and wished her thighs
were smaller
breasts a little perkier
arms more shapely
he studied her
in quiet stupefaction
awed by her curves
her hollows
her everything
You are a work of art
he kissed into her skin
she smiled
relaxed and
felt beautiful
The #Poesia pieces on this blog and Write Bitches are works of fiction, erupting from my incredibly over-active imagination. They are slightly edited, totally unscripted, spontaneous, super loose, and probably some of my favorite works. They are perfect in their imperfections and I hope you enjoy.
*photo credit: David Choe “Booty”
May 9, 2016
Dutch + Juma – The Playlist
If you’ve been following my blog, then you know I don’t write to music, and not because I don’t love music but because I love it a little too much.
It seeps into my bones, moves through my blood, and gets my booty shaking without me even realizing I’m in motion. And even though I once wrote a death scene to some Mozart, and I’ve been known to indulge in some bhangra here and there, for the most part, while writing I keep the speakers turned low.
[An interesting writing quirk – I can write entire novels with the television on, but you put on some music and shit, you’re lucky to get a paragraph out of me.]
That does not mean music doesn’t play a part in my books and characters – of course, it does – I just wrote about Rihanna and her ANTI album and how it is so JUMA. Every last word of it. And how it inspired me to get back to my words and stories and oh god, I need to stop now lest I devolve into another love letter to Rihanna, because like I mentioned in the original love letter, I kind of have a Rihanna problem.
Instead let me get chatty about some other music. Music that for one reason or another, feels so very Dutch and Juma – dark, sexy, lust-filled gorgeousness – a playlist of sorts, organized in no particular order besides a little pleasure for your ear drums. When I hear these songs, I have to stop and listen and let them move through me, really groove me, slow and seductive-like, just as D+J demand.
Take a peek, maybe have a listen, and get ready – The Keepers Are Coming Spring 2017
In A Sentimental Mood, John Coltrane
Moorni “Balle Balle”, Panjabi MC
Way Down We Go, Kaleo
Electric Relaxation, Tribe Called Quest
Tennessee Whiskey, Chris Stapleton
I Want A Little Sugar In My Bowl, Nina Simone
Tearing Me Up, Bob Moses
Wet Dreamz, J Cole
Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene, Hozier
Paper Planes, MIA
Really Love, D’Angelo
Push and Shove, No Doubt
Sound & Color, Alabama Shakes
Who Did That To You, John Legend
Skinny Love, Bon Iver
Dearly Departed, Shakey Graves
Crash Push, Robi Draco Rosa
You are the Best Thing, Ray LaMontagne
Since I Seen’t You, Anthony Hamilton
Jackie and Wilson, Hozier
Chaiyya Chaiyya, King Khan and Malaika Arora
I’m Your Man, Leonard Cohen
Hope you enjoyed this musical interlude inspired by Dutch and Juma and sex and love and darkness and death – I’m sure I’ll be adding to it as I continue writing the trilogy.
Stay tuned…
May 5, 2016
May 1, 2016
#NationalPoetryMonth – Day 30

DAY 30
Thirty days
of poetry
I promised you
I promised me
Twenty-nine days
came and went
writing
posting
phew! I’m spent
I woke up Saturday
and thought oh my!
the month is over
I want to cry
A poem a day
is so much fun
exercising the mind
rolling the tongue
But then something
happened yesterday
I somehow forgot
to post away
I played outside
I built a tent
and day number thirty
came and went
I’m embarrassed
I’m mad
how could I be so forgetful
I promised a poem a day
now I’m utterly regretful
But then I look back
on what a month I’ve had
I re-read my twenty-nine days
and I’m not so sad
National Poetry Month
has been a success
and even if I missed day thirty
I certainly gave the other twenty-nine
my very best
Today’s the first of May
you’ll still find me writing
and laughing and skipping
and doing all things exciting
Rejoice good folk
April 2016 was a blast
and fear not
don’t dismay
for April 2017
will be here real fast
When we’ll do it again
so until then
be magic
read poetry
have sex
and by all means
avoid anything tragic
HAPPY NATIONAL POETRY MONTH!!
April was National Poetry Month and to celebrate – inspired by that badass word warrior Jason Reynolds and my writing promptress Jena Schwartz – I posted a poem every day except Saturday, April 30th. This is my explanation, my thirtieth day of poetry, one day late. These pieces won’t be perfect, they never are, but they’ll be here, every day of April (and one day of May). I hope you stop by and enjoy the words and maybe even feel moved to share some of your own.
April 29, 2016
#NationalPoetryMonth – Day 29

SOME BOYS
in that funky smooth way
Mos Def has with a rhyme
say my name say my name
hey MA
those boys call out every morning
like they’re getting a response
to their question
statement
whatever
DHU-ranged
deranged
that’s what they must be
if they think that shit’s
gonna work on the girls
any girls
me
they need to grow up
learn to be men
car-RI themselves
with some charm and swagger
make it so us girls
don’t have to roll our eyes every
time we pass
MADHURI
say my name say my name
[and make it sound
like Mos would
all sexy and grown]
or else little boy
stfu
April is National Poetry Month and to celebrate – inspired by that badass word warrior Jason Reynolds and my writing promptress Jena Schwartz – I’m going to post a poem every day. These pieces won’t be perfect, they never are, but they’ll be here, every day of April. I hope you stop by and enjoy the words and maybe even feel moved to share some of your own.



