Marston James's Blog: This is not a blog - Posts Tagged "dark"

I feel nothing anymore, the way the words used to soothe me or bring me to you does not exist; the was you subsist and dance under my body are not ungodly but sadly make me feel so down... The way you surround me and pour yourself into me and bleed past me is nothing I can solve... Nothing u can dissolve with my tears... Collapse with fears I cannot feel anymore... I'm left floundering The more... I'm here... But not really anymore.... #atrc

I haven't been down.

I haven't been seen.

Nor can I feel what I know is here.

What I know is there.

What feelings arise and jet down to inked fingers are not to confuse.

Not to regard.

There is no rhyme.

Nor reason to see why.

See when.

And that is the beauty of life.

It does not need one...

Marston James...