I am one chapter away from the second book being finished.  
One chapter. 
That's it. 
As I sit here and stare at the little flashing line on the screen I find I can't do it. I can't write the words that will cause my character so much devastation. 
Am I crazy? 
Of course I'm crazy, I decided to be writer. You don't decide to do that sane. 
Still is it crazy to feel bad for writing something that you know will destroy your character. Even if you know they need to be broken so they can be built back up again? 
I feel crazy, six different kinds of it in fact. 
I guess I should just suck it up and get it over with. 
Off I go.