I am the type of person who knows exactly what I want to do with my life.
My chameleon mind soars in and out of different realities, different scenarios.
I have a flighty wonder tucked between my sheets, knit within my pillowcase.
Choice is a fairytale that surges within my veins, prompting me to
want one thing when the sun rises, and another when it
rests.
I will always be uncertain of the world inside my chest.

See, I am not the type of person who will ever know what they want for breakfast, or what kind of candy to pick at a convenience store.
It will take me twenty minutes to figure out what appetizer I desire during a night out;
I will order three cocktails just to try them all.
Forgive me, for I am not the type of person who can choose clothes to wear on a first occasion , nor will I be able to agree on the words I think I want to say.

I am not the type of person who knows where I will be in a
month, in a year.
My heart beats faster when I think about the possibility of becoming a stranger in so many towns, a
nomad in this game of life.
There are days that make me
want to leave, pack up my things and surrender to the world; but there are moments that plead me to stay, there are moments that beg for me to rest my bones and firmly
believe that I deserve to plant my feet.

And yet, despite it all,
I am certain of you.
I am certain of you on a calm Sunday, on a discouraging
Monday.
I am certain of you through your ups and downs, through our celebrations and our fights.
I am certain of you; of your loyalty and your ability to love even
the most precarious parts of me.
I am certain of your nature,
I am certain of your strength.
I cannot promise that I will
ever be able to decide which movie to watch on a brisk winter day, or what to get for your birthday.
I cannot promise that I will know where I want to settle down, or how to put my restlessness at bay, but I
can promise you one thing:
I am certain of you.
I will stay.
And I will love you, even on days when you are fire,
I'll try to be water
Since being petrol will fuel you with rage and hurt.
I love you,
Believe that......

♡❤❤❤♡