The ironing board desk and my favourite pen

I admit, I’ve done it. In the early days, that is: the searching for novelists’ daily word counts.

I felt dirty doing it, ashamed even, ashamed that I was comparing myself to others and matching my own average to that of the masters.

And then I stopped, not through sudden disinterest, but because it was futile. My environment for writing The Silent Land was different to others.

At times, it was ideal in that it was quiet, I had an antique desk and there was a kettle close by.

At other times, not so, in that my office was the laundry room at the back of the house where the noise from the building site was not as violent as at the front, and my desk was an ironing board, and there was no kettle, just an iron.

And then there was the method. The Silent Land is set in the early 20th century and so I was to write as if I was in the early 20th century myself - with paper and pen.

A good pen, mind you, not a Biro or one of those in the stationery aisle of the supermarket, a proper pen, one that had a nib with a crest, a sleek barrel and required cartridges (I prefer long, not short) that when changing deposits ink on your fingertip and gives you a little buzz as you push it down and you feel the subtle click. Me and my fountain pen. Best of friends, workmates, allies, and my means to an end: a handwritten first draft of my debut novel, all written on the finest of paper.

In my head, I pompously called it parchment for a while. Champagne in colour with a linen finish and summoning images of dripping candles and quills, it was the finest paper in all town and I live in a big town.

It is also expensive and would have left me penniless had I not snapped out of my Dickensian romance. To the regular A4 pad I charged and released my fountain pen upon it.

There were moments when I watched that nib stroking letters onto the lines (I’m a thin lines kinda guy and the pad has to be punched and 64 pages or more) and wondered who was doing the work: me or the pen.

The word count was low. Very low. Ostensibly because of my method. I would write one sentence and then another, and possibly a third, and then stare at them, cross them out, huff and puff, and write them again.

And I would do this for page after page until eventually a chapter would be finished and the moment arrived that I had dreaded since breakfast: the removal of the computer from the cupboard.

The computer always started with a protest, jilted as it was by my preference for the pen. Slowly, painfully so, it opened a document and begrudgingly allowed me to type my day’s work.

And then once done I put it away back where it belonged. And so on and so forth this was the rhythm until one day, one happy, open a bottle of wine day, The Silent Land was completed.

The files are on memory sticks and a hard drive and other things that have drives and clouds, but the real copy, even more important than the copy with a spine on the bookshelf, is the one in a box under the stairs, being kept company by other boxes filled with lines of crossed out sentences and scribblings, and ringed numbers; the daily word count numbers. This is the copy I cherish.

Perhaps I’ll do it again. Perhaps, I shan’t. But perhaps you should. Just get a good pen and put the computer in the cupboard.
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Published on October 14, 2016 23:42 Tags: fiction, writing
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message 1: by Carole (last edited Oct 15, 2016 09:51AM) (new)

Carole P. Roman For graduation from college back in 1975, my parent's bought me a stunning sterling silver fountain pen engraved with the date and my initials. It remains one of my favorite possessions and sits on my desk where I can see it everyday. It's been through every milestone in my life. I used it to sign my marriage license, addressing the envelopes announcing the birth of my children and grandchildren. It's sleek and elegant and reminds me of another time, when we actually made time and didn't rush- we couldn't even if we tried. You have to write slowly, thoughtfully. You have to give the ink a chance to dry. My mother loved the written word, so it was a fitting gift from her. She used one her entire life and now when I pull out a postcard or a note from her and see her graceful hand, her cherished letters, I enjoy both her words and the pen that shaped it. The ink may fade, but never the message.


message 2: by David (last edited Oct 15, 2016 01:35PM) (new)

David Dunham Carole wrote: "For graduation from college back in 1975, my parent's bought me a stunning sterling silver fountain pen engraved with the date and my initials. It remains one of my favorite possessions and sits on..."
Hi
What a splendid and lovely post. Thank you for sharing, Carole. I feel all rather warm hearted having read it and learned of the presence of your pen in your life. May it always be close by.
Best wishes

David


message 3: by Carole (new)

Carole P. Roman Thanks David. Your post struck a chord with me and I wanted to let you know. ;)


message 4: by Alice (new)

Alice Poon What a lovely story David! Thank you for posting it. It reminds me that on my primary school graduation in 1963, my grandmother gave me a Parker fountain pen to mark the occasion.


message 5: by David (new)

David Dunham Alice wrote: "What a lovely story David! Thank you for posting it. It reminds me that on my primary school graduation in 1963, my grandmother gave me a Parker fountain pen to mark the occasion."
How splendid! I do hope you still have the pen!


message 6: by Sharon (new)

Sharon Huether I can only the imagine the thrill of writing with a proper pen. It sets the mood, taking you back in time.
Thanks for the suggestion of reading your blog.
Sharon


message 7: by David (new)

David Dunham Sharon wrote: "I can only the imagine the thrill of writing with a proper pen. It sets the mood, taking you back in time.
Thanks for the suggestion of reading your blog.
Sharon"

Hi Sharon, thank you for reading it!
It may sound a little bit strange, but I tend to take the pen with me most places. I'm rather protective of it!
Hope all is well
David


message 8: by Janice (new)

Janice Richardson Great story. Used fountain pens in school. Unfortunately, for left-handed people, our pages were smeared with ink. My first book was written, it's a great way to not make the same mistake twice.


message 9: by David (new)

David Dunham Janice wrote: "Great story. Used fountain pens in school. Unfortunately, for left-handed people, our pages were smeared with ink. My first book was written, it's a great way to not make the same mistake twice."
Hi Janice, it most certainly is helpful. Hope all is well with your writing. Best wishes, David.


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