Every year, I take a moment in June and September to say goodbye. It might be as long as a day, it might be as quick as a breath, but these are months that make me pause, look back, and then forward and say I'm sorry you couldn't stay forever, but I've not forgotten you. I don't think I can.Awful as it sounds, there are days I wish I could. Let me explain.October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness month. Being a mother of three who has only ever met one child is a uniquely painful experie...