Well hello there….it certainly has been a beat since I dove head first into old school blogging. I have had so many feelings, experiences, and collected many stories since the last time I saw you here in this capacity. The capacity of you knowing exactly what is going on in my head. Well here we are. I have been blocked for over a month but tonight that changes. I have so many great things going on in my life. Great. Happy. Exciting. New. Scary. Terrifying. As most of you know I released a book in April. It has been a whirlwind of feelings. First I can’t believe I released so many private parts of my life. The years living this book before I ever thought of writing it were insane. Then reliving it nearly destroyed me. Today I sit and watch it grow. Today I work hard to get it in the hands of those who need it. Today I struggle with my decisions. Aside from the book I have so many other things going on in my life.

I am finally at a point in my life where I am healthy enough to date, but I am so healthy I am busy enjoying the life I have created enough where I don’t want to ruin it by dating right now. But of course that does not prevent the universe from intervening. So I will go with it and most likely write about. All of it.