Suddenly, everything felt different. Yesterday was a pretty awful day, I got to see how different of a person my son has really become, I got to see how negative his energy has been turned due to the negative environment he’s in and the negative people that he’s surrounded by. I regret allowing this to happen, however, as with everything else, I am not fearful. I have faith that he will see the difference in character eventually, the difference in the environment, the difference in the way he feels and he will choose what’s best for him. Yesterday, I had a 40+-year-old woman blatantly disrespecting me by yelling in my face so close that spit flew on my cheek, so close that I could smell the demise of her body through her breath. She was waving fingers and acting like an animal, a wild untamed, untaught animal. I was shown at that moment that I have released all anger within me, anger no longer has a home in my heart and that felt amazing. This was proven to me because while this animal was in my face, I didn’t even have a spark of anger within me towards her, instead, I felt extremely bad for her. I hurt for her because she is so miserable within herself that she was willing to make a scene and look like a complete idiot, for what? First, what she was yelling about was not her battle, second, I walked away so what did she really accomplish? That anger, it’s a beast and its very unattractive, not in a physical sense, in an energetic sense. She told me that my messages and I were annoying, (lmao), my thought when she said that was, ‘nice is annoying?’ If a person finds me annoying, there is really nothing I can do for them but wish them the best because they are stuck, stuck in the low energy that the world is functioning on, they made their choice to remain the same and I have nothing to do with that choice or consequence. You cannot allow this type of anger to reside in you, it will kill you. If you continue to house this anger, how would you expect to attract anything good to your life whilst embodying such unattractive energy? That is not how life works, we are energy, you cannot attract what you do not already possess. That confrontation showed me just how powerful I was and just how far I have come and whether nobody else acknowledges it or not, I do. So today, when I woke up, I felt an energy shift, I was exhausted but not in a bad way. I took a little more time to rest because today when I woke up, I knew that everything was about to change.
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January 20, 2019 22:40
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anger, ascension, change, energy, evolve, family, hate, higher-consciousness, higher-frequency, love, new-earth, universe