I should have turned into a monk and sealed myself away from everything but I know, it's not what I was made for.

To be honest... I have a hard time, living in reality. Really hard. I know what we should all be doing, know what we should expect from others... yet, it never works.

Everybody wants something different from everyone. We are all trapped inside of our own heads, trying to do our best, but failing everyone because we are not them.

Being trapped in our own minds slowly destroys us all. It's not because we don't love each other, it's not because, we don't want to understand someone else. It's because we are trapped, inside our own heads and no matter what we say... it will never be truly understood.

We may have some understand us for a second, but the next... is not. The prison of the flesh is too strong and being human means, no matter how forward we are, no matter how upfront and serious we are, always falls on ears that are not ours.

The prison of the Flesh is tighter then most can understand.

Just thoughts running thru me.