I look around, to still see what dreams of mine have not come true. That I do not have a lot of people reading my novels or asking for intuitive readings. My husband and I are struggling, getting our daughter here. My stepdaughter. He hasn't seen her in over three years due to immigration laws, even though he is now legal. But I discovered something in a book recently, that if you spend too much of your time looking at your life and how it didn't turn out how you want it, you miss the dreams and miracles that are happening every day in your life. I dated so many men and even women, one I even had to get a protective or restraining order on. But recently I found the love of my life. Over a year ago and honestly every day is better than the day before it. He is my dream come true. I know my best friend/brother killed himself as he was supposed to co-author my novel. Another miracle is I believe my husband was sent to me so I could overcome the impossible or what I thought would be the impossible, healing from his suicide. But I am healing. It is a miracle. He is in a better place. The miracle is I feel him every day and see him through my third eye occasionally, the benefit of being a psychic. He is now training to be my spirit guide. The point is. No matter what life throws at you, dreams may not come true the way we had planned. But dreams are everywhere in your life. We are here to learn and grow. We couldn't do that, if things we're always easy. I have learned so much from my own treatment-resistant depression and is has also allowed me to become a better person for my soul mate and allow me to heal from a tragedy that takes people decades. Because honestly, I have been through much worse and I know how he felt in a way no one else did. Nightmares can be dreams in disguise.