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How many times have you felt like you were supposed to be doing something?

You might feel like you can’t relax or that you don’t deserve to be where you are.

Why is this?

We are programmed to constantly be moving and thinking. I believe this happened as we were competing for survival many, many years ago.

Unfortunately, we have built a system around money, power, and survival. “Only the rich and well established survive.”

We might feel worthless. And for some, we might feel hopeless. Think of those whose ancestors were not financially abundant. Rising out of poverty feels like a constant uphill battle.

Do we have to “pull ourselves up by our bootstraps?” Do we have to spend our whole life course correcting, or working for our own success?

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First let’s discuss worth.

Repeat after me,

“I am beautiful. I am connected. I am worthy. God surrounds me.”

We so often feel lost or disconnected from Source’s love.

This may stem from childhood. If we didn’t feel fulfilled, validated, or loved, we may spend the rest of our lives trying to feed that hunger.

It may manifest as anger, emotional attachment to money, or never feeling fulfilled.

But let’s stop right here.

We don’t need to chase or earn our worth. This is presuming that we are not already worthy.

That is not true.

Repeat after me,

“I am worthy.”

Let’s also look at why we feel like we’re not in the right place.

“I shouldn’t be here. I could be there. This is not where I should be.”

Judgment.

Shame.

Why?

How can we hold ourselves in love and compassion when we are never enough where we are?

I used to feel that no matter what I did, I was always late.

“I should’ve done that before. I can never get out of this now.”

I was healing, but I couldn’t accept where I was. It always felt too little too late.

I was in despair. Financial ruin. I was judging myself and felt like I was at the mercy of the Universe. I felt like I had no power.

Little by little, I started chipping away at why I was holding on to so much pain.

I had an emotional attachment to money. If I wasn’t receiving, it felt like a reflection of not being worthy or loved. This stemmed from my childhood.

Growing up, money meant security. Safety.

I also felt as though no matter how hard I worked, I was never going to be enough. That tore me a part.

I quit my 9-5. I couldn’t live my life without trying my hand at entrepreneurship.

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I never felt validated in my abilities, and it translated into me not believing in myself.
So how can we pause and be right where we are?

Meditate: Be in the moment.Be open: Accept how you’re feeling.Let go: Understand you’re not too late.Be honest: You’re growing. You’re learning.

We might feel like we’re breaking down a wall. We may feel like we’re walking through wet cement.

It doesn’t mean you’re lazy.

It means you need to heal.

This is a sign to take a pause when you need one. As Lightworkers and as souls, we’re here to transform from the inside out, not the other way around.

Is Spirit telling you to pause? Let me know down below.

Much love,

Alaina