I have a strong mind. I have a strong body too, but it is my mind thatll get me where I want to go. I want to be with God whilst alive and in this body. Ive been trying to meet God since yesterday and so far he isnt answering my calls. I dont really know how to move on.

Ive tried getting inside my purest part and using it as a vehicle to meet God but theres a problem: everything that I conjure up as being God is just a part of me. Everything that I can think of is a part of me. Everything...