I sit here in silence, with my heart in my hands
And I look at it and wonder what caused it to shatter.
I wonder if it was the way you kissed me and made me forget about the world
Or the way your hands stroked every curve of my body even when I didn't want them to.
I wonder if it was the way you controlled me or broke me into pieces,
Or the way you pushed me and painted the walls red with my blood.

I remember how i would get scared of being late or of talking to other boys in your presence.
I...