3.31.2020
3.31.2020
Back in California and I feel more out of place than I felt after moving to Houston, more out of place than I felt in a country on the other side of the world, the most out of place with the people I should be the closest to.
When people pray to god for help, I show up. I am here to help my father heal, but I cannot heal him because part of his journey is healing himself. It is ultimately his decision. God cannot heal a person that refuses to make an effort to change EVERYTHING they know and acknowledge that everything they know to be true has brought them to this point.
I am in California and don’t want to be. But I know this is a part of my journey to prove that I will rest in discomfort in my external surroundings in order to serve the purpose I am placed there to serve.
You see, we all have a decision to make every minute of every day. In order to change your life, you must change every decision you make to one opposite of what you normally would.
The way I am currently feeling, I could easily say that I am not comfortable and leave. But I have faith in my purpose. The universe, my higher self, knows my path, my human mind does not.
I know my purpose, and I know future events on my path that will take place, but the way to get there is not my plan, it is a walk of faith in my intuition to lead me there. Because our intuition is the voice of god, the universe, you higher self.
We must also acknowledge that the universe is infinitely expanding and planet earth is being affected by the energy of every individual that inhabits it. Therefore, visions of my future may change due to the choices of those that are supposed to play a part in my future. The plan is bigger than my physical mind, patience and faith in divine timing must be had in order for everything to unfold exactly as it should.
Enlightenment cannot be forced upon others. The path of others cannot become a concern of mine. Following my path is the only way to ensure the truth gets out to the world. The people meant to resonate with the current truth will understand and will receive it, those who do not understand simply aren’t ready to yet, and may never be in this lifetime. And I must accept that truth.
Back in California and I feel more out of place than I felt after moving to Houston, more out of place than I felt in a country on the other side of the world, the most out of place with the people I should be the closest to.
When people pray to god for help, I show up. I am here to help my father heal, but I cannot heal him because part of his journey is healing himself. It is ultimately his decision. God cannot heal a person that refuses to make an effort to change EVERYTHING they know and acknowledge that everything they know to be true has brought them to this point.
I am in California and don’t want to be. But I know this is a part of my journey to prove that I will rest in discomfort in my external surroundings in order to serve the purpose I am placed there to serve.
You see, we all have a decision to make every minute of every day. In order to change your life, you must change every decision you make to one opposite of what you normally would.
The way I am currently feeling, I could easily say that I am not comfortable and leave. But I have faith in my purpose. The universe, my higher self, knows my path, my human mind does not.
I know my purpose, and I know future events on my path that will take place, but the way to get there is not my plan, it is a walk of faith in my intuition to lead me there. Because our intuition is the voice of god, the universe, you higher self.
We must also acknowledge that the universe is infinitely expanding and planet earth is being affected by the energy of every individual that inhabits it. Therefore, visions of my future may change due to the choices of those that are supposed to play a part in my future. The plan is bigger than my physical mind, patience and faith in divine timing must be had in order for everything to unfold exactly as it should.
Enlightenment cannot be forced upon others. The path of others cannot become a concern of mine. Following my path is the only way to ensure the truth gets out to the world. The people meant to resonate with the current truth will understand and will receive it, those who do not understand simply aren’t ready to yet, and may never be in this lifetime. And I must accept that truth.
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