You’ll settle thinking I never thought about those nights no one found you crying

                                                                                                             Alone

Thinking I was out partying with friends

                                                        Offhand / fingers to the winds

Maybe I was but I was fucked up too
Tequila upstairs in a Hollywood bar

                                                                                     Sunrises / not too far

Cocaine in a downstairs stall doing everything we could not to spill it
You / far flung / trying not to call again
I was trying to catch a vibe but I would have let you kill it
I would have let you kill it