Casey Anthony video blog script.

So this is my first video diary. It is October 13 which is a Thursday Twenty-Eleven. (Laughs eh heh) And I'm just starting to figure out my new computer and, I don't know, I guess I'm liking it so far. It's obviously a different… ball game for me, so I've never have used this before, so… I guess these will be as tedious as my audio recordings have been. I guess to start off this one, um, just a few updates from the last few days there really hasn't been all too much going on except now for this and… and I'm extremely excited, extremely excited that I'll be able to Skype and obviously keep a videolog, take some pictures and that I have something that I can finally call… mine. (Sigh) I dunno…. It's been a long time since I've been able to call something mine, and now that I have something even, you know, silly as saying that I have a computer… and a camera and a phone, granted, and I wouldn't have the phone without __________ and I've actually now paid for my own computer. The camera was a gift but these are things that are mine and, I don't have to, I don't know, that I don't have to give back. It's kinda nice finally being able to say that I have some belongings that are mine, that I'll be able to take with me after I leave here next year. Hm, It's kinda funny to think about, actually. I know it's gonna be a while since I leave. I'll be here for many, many months more even if I'm only here for six months, even if I get off probation early. I'll still be here at least until … February? The end of February? Seven months March my birthday, it's just, either way. And whether it's six months or it's a year from now, or, muh, oh, year from middle of August. (Yeuh.) It's just been such a blessing in so many ways. And now I'm someplace I have someone to talk to when I'm by myself and I'm not bothering the poor dog, whom I've adopted, and I love, and he's as much my dog as any of the other pets I've ever had. You know _________the families I've ever had if not moreso. So, I don't know. I don't know whether to look directly at myself or look up, or… ( heh) oh, man, I dunno. Just a little surreal how much things have changed since July and how many things…haven't changed? ….But the good thing is that things are starting to look up and things are starting to change in a good way…Hm, just hope they stay, that things stay good and that they only get better. ….. Only get better. So this is the end of my first video log I'll probably do another one later. Maybe _________ Maybe I'll bring the dog, who knows. But this is again the first of many and I'm looking forward to this. It's a little scary because I hate being on camera, but, I dunno. I need to conquer that fear at some point, and this is a good start. So here's something. The end of the first. Just the beginning.

I just pierced my nose last night…very excited and cuffed my ear…boo, very funny.