I know that a lot of people are struggling right now, but I've been struggling for a while. Maybe all the struggling was what I needed to finally push myself to do more. I wanted so bad to be a published writer that even when my books were self-published it wasn't enough.Maybe I should call this post acceptance.I finally realized that it is up to me to do what i have to do to build my writing career, and it's going to be a lot of hard work. I have two YA Fantasy novels written and I can't sell any of them, but I'm not going to give up. I just need to keep trying.I am working on a third YA Fantasy novel, but my editor isn't too crazy about it and stopped editing it. It makes me question if I will ever write as good a novel as The Sleeping Magician ever again. I have a ton of novels that i am working on, but I seem to be stuck. I got the basic ideas but no fillers.I'm thinking of publishing Christmas Karma. The original idea was for my love of Hallmark Christmas movies and I was going to sell it to them, but now they are no longer accepting manuscripts, especially novellas, which this is. I guess it can't hurt. it is available on Wattpad, but I've edited it since with my lovely editor.I will try to keep you up to date on what I'm writing and, hopefully, I will keep at it. Wish me luck!