I’m not the kind of person who struggles publicly. In fact, my entire life I’ve felt the compulsion to appear as if I had my stuff together (You can replace “stuff” with a much stronger word if you feel so led, but I’ve always had a predilection against profanity, even though I believe a certain four letter word would make that sentence much stronger). 

I started leading worship when I was 17 years old, having been on different worship teams since I was 15. Back then, I thought it was the wor...