CW: suicide

I am 34. I turn 35 next month.

When I was young, I never thought about getting older. I didn’t really think I would live past 25 for some reason. When I turned 25, I felt so old. But I was so, so young.

When people in their twenties complain to me about turning 30, I always tell them that the 30s are the best. The 20s are so hard. I look back to some of my social media posts on those ‘memories’ things that everyone hates and asked myself how I could possibly be like that? ...