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Life has been too generous to me this year. Received yet another gift — lost two immediate blood family members last night. Who, what, where, when, how, don’t ask. It doesn’t matter. It’s not going to change anything to what it used to be anyway.

How am I doing? I don’t know. How am I feeling? Nothing. I am not feeling anything at all actually. I have not shed a drop of tears. I know I won’t, for days or weeks or months or perhaps years I won’t cry over it. But t...