So, here is another episode of me trying to write something insightful when I feel like my whole world is crumbling into little pieces slowly like crumbs of bread spreading on the carpet that I can’t hoover out no matter what I do, that is if I had the motivation to hoover which I don’t but I feel guilty because it should be done and then maybe my world wouldn’t crumble so much but I just can’t…

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In my life, I have always chased growth, I have looked for ways to develop, to feel great, to feel ...