
I grow lazy about writing poems.
My companion today is the detachment of age
(These lines take great effort;
I hope you appreciate this.)
Pleasure is something as simple as
massaging a fleeting care from my brow,
letting go… always letting go
Oh, I see scenes of my past
A boy on a farm, a dog,
a traveler for a time,
a student, a young husband, father,
a striver full of self-doubt
a maker of many mistakes
but they are not me any longer
different bodies, different chapters
in a book I’ve closed and
put on a distant shelf for good.
Even my name, my byline, were
someone to call it out,
I cannot say if I would respond.
It would not feel like me any more
I am moving, moving.
The clock strikes eleven
the day is sunny and calm
a breeze moves the colorful flags outside
stirs the clematis vines
and strolls through my house
bringing a scent of the mountains, and fir
and ocean
Dragonflies gather at my door
The roses modestly drape the yard
with elegance and unearned grace
And my heart is ignorant of all else.