These days I have felt so awfully frustrated. I always had big dreams for myself or at least a hope and a belief that great things were awaiting me and it has been so difficult feeling like I just keep knocking on doors and they keep closing in my face, one after another. I have felt super lost these last few months and there have been many nights and many days and many moments where I have just cried to God “Why is this happening to me? Why can’t I find the answer? Why is it not here yet?”. I s...