I have been trying to sit down and actively write since the first day of the year and I don’t know why I can’t seem to bring myself to complete such a simple task.

It’s writing. I love writing.

It’s storytelling. I love storytelling.

Yet, for some reason every time I try to sit and focus on writing, I just want to do everything but. I feel like there is something holding me back and I can’t figure out what it is. This has been a passion of mine for years. To do what I love. So, why am I not doing it. I have no excuse. Nothing is holding me back. Yes, I wrote my first book when I didn’t have a job, but I wrote the next three all while holding down a full-time job. Plus, I’m not even working a regular job. I make my own schedule, so it can’t be work holding me back.

I hope I can solve this mystery soon, because I don’t want to lose the feeling of writing and that feeling when a book is actually published.