Dreaming Big
As a college graduate, I know how hard it is to trust God when the future is unclear. It can be very difficult distinguishing between what others want, what you want, and what God wants. Recently, I finished Sadie Robertson’s book Live Original, which gives practical advice about how to live as a young, Christian female. The book really struck a chord with me and has since challenged me to dream big and be bold, always trusting God with the future. One of the chapters is about allowing God to use the talents He gave us to impact the world.
We not only need to pray and ask what He wants for us in our lives but also to trust that whatever He tells us to do will be good.
There are three verses that specifically come to mind, which I want to share and build upon.
“For I know the plans I have for you…plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” -Jeremiah 29:11 (NLT)“Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for.” -Matthew 7:7 (NLT)“With God everything is possible.” -Matthew 19:26 (NLT)First, God has plans for us that we should try and listen to. He has given us talents that will help us on our paths. For me, He has allowed me to succeed at writing, and that is where I feel him pulling me to go, even though the world says it’s unwise.
Second, we need to know that God is in control of our futures, but that He listens to our prayers. He may say no, or not now, but God is always in control when things do get scary (like when we hear silence on His end or are stepping onto His path for our lives).
And third, we need to know that when we ARE on His path, anything is possible.
Live Original has reminded me why I chose to be an English major. It reminded me of my purpose in life. And it has reminded me that God is not done with my life.
Many people would not agree that English is a “smart” major to choose because it can be difficult to find a job. But that’s where I have to trust God and know He will make a way.
Senior year, when I was at the breaking point for decisions about college, God gave me a vision of a hand writing. Ever since, I knew I had to do something with writing. So I chose to be an English major. Before that, I didn’t have peace.
And that’s how God speaks to me.
Now, I know He wants me to write a novel like C.S. Lewis—fantasy but with morals built in and for a different age group. I don’t know what He wants me to write exactly, only a faint sketch. But I have to hold on to the answers He has given me. Though the path ahead is dark, the next foothold is visible.
Maybe going to graduate school for creative writing is what the world would warn me against, but maybe that’s also where God is leading me. And that’s okay.
This summer, I met a wonderful friend whose boyfriend is majoring in acting. At first, I was doubtful. Acting is a risky career. But God pulled at my heart and questioned me: “And what about you, wanting to write the novel I told you to?” He asked.
We serve a big God, and if He says to step out in faith and publish my novel, I better do it. And stop ignoring His words to me, His plan for me.
Where does the Lord lead you… even if it seems crazy? What skills has He equipped you with? The lyrics to for KING & COUNTRY’s “O God Forgive Us” hold some inspiration for me.
“We can make our plans, but the LORD determines our steps.” -Proverbs 16:9 (NLT)


