If you’ve been praying for the same thing for a really long time…

Me too.

And I think these 4:04am words typed in the notes app are meant for you.

For twelve years, l’ve prayed for physical healing.* When the brain tumor was removed, insomnia began. Most nights (days?), I fall asleep around 5am. The day is dawning, the birds already chirping, and I’m still tossing and turning. Deep exhaustion is my normal. The night is long and I don’t mean that as a metaphor—although yes, that too.

What I’m say...