She Reminded Me of You
I forgot about you,
but it seems
you never forgot about me.
You were waiting in the background
until I needed you.
I didn’t remember his introduction.
The confusion I felt
when he told me
to befriend you.
The uncertainty
when he didn’t bring you up again.
The relief
that others dealt with you.
You came
in the form of an acquaintance.
A classmate
who I looked up to.
She spoke
like my confident teachers.
Her attitude
was like none I’d ever seen.
She wasn’t disrespectful,
but no one could say
she wasn’t honest.
I wanted to be like her.
Have the confidence
to be as honest,
but still be strict.
Still be sure
of what I wanted.
Gym was my problem.
Walking across the hallways,
I was bored.
Annoyed.
Wondering why
I was stuck doing this.
Why participating
wasn’t extended to me.
For some time,
I watched her.
I watched
as she delivered her thoughts.
I watched
as she shone
in whatever she wanted.
I noticed you in her.
The version of you
he introduced me to.
The solution
to my problems.
This time,
I understood.
His voice
echoed in my head,
but, without an explanation,
I didn’t know
whether to trust you.
We were still not friends,
but you stood beside her.
She was a sign,
so I decided
to take the risk.
You stood behind me
as I asked the woman
why participation in a class
was not extended to me,
but I wasn’t sure
I should have.
When I asked,
you offered me
a reassuring smile.
This time,
you were right.
You were the friend I needed.


