My life is in a massive state of flux right now that I don’t know yet how to talk about here in public. How to speak to my own condition (including its plural and contradictory elements)? How to speak to the conditions of the world, in a way that is more than performative? How to give my particular gifts in a moment that has me riven with insecurity and doubt (including doubts as to their utility)? How to suffer without being gripped by old victimization, my senses a little too persuaded by the ...