Stand up for what matters to you unyieldingly

I thought everything is getting sorted in my life except my medical career. But today somethings happened which made me feel that everything is just the same as before. The only thing that changed is, I support and understand myself, nothing else changed.

With whatever stats I know, I won’t be able to clear this upcoming post graduation entrance exam on June 15th.

So, I just want to leave behind this medical career behind after this exam. If I do want to continue the pursuit, I have to grind another year, adding to it the insults, no confidence issue from everyone around me. Most importantly without a backup financial cushion to just run away from all this. I just don’t have the fight in me anymore to feel financially empty and take insults and make it work.

I want to be financially sound first. All I want is to write something and enjoy. If income comes it is great. Even if no income comes, I’ll be happy!

If I discontinue medical career, I would also choose not to marry until I am successful in something. Even if I turn 30 by that time. It won’t do otherwise.

I have only a few days left for the exam, probably my last few days I will study this material. I have to give it my all to not make it the last time.

This emoji is coming up frequently as I typed this blog so as well put it

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