In a couple of weeks I will stand in front of my home church for a new kind of experience. Instead of just giving a sermon, I will introduce my book The Ache in the Ordinary for the very first time. I have preached more sermons than I can count over thirty years, and I thought this would feel familiar.

It is not.

When I preach, I try to weave Scripture into the life of the congregation and speak from tradition and my calling. Sharing my book is different. It feels like opening my journal and letting people see the ache and the hope behind the writing. I find myself wondering how my friends and community members will respond to these reflections about doubt, grief, and faith. I wonder if they will see me differently, or if my words will resonate.

Being this open with something so personal feels vulnerable. But I am learning that vulnerability is a way to form genuine connections. My hope is that The Ache in the Ordinary will encourage others, but I know I will also need their support on this path.

If you have ever shared creative work with people who truly know you, you probably understand the mix of excitement and uncertainty. I am grateful I get to begin this journey surrounded by my church family.