This afternoon I worked on Chapter Six, where Adam is in Toronto and getting reoriented. He steals some clothes and starts haunting the coach terminal to let men pick him up and pay him for sex. It's dangerous and he's almost arrested by an undercover cop, but it gets him cash enough to pay for a room in a youth hostel and buy a winter coat at a second hand store.

After more than two weeks of this, he finally gets picked up by a porn producer, and that will be Chapter Seven. So I took a break and went online...

I really need to avoid social media, right now. because I feel like I'm drowning. I inadvertently saw and heard that clip of a caller asking Dean Withers...on his live podcast...to explain why it is wrong to rape children. And he didn't just ask it once. He pursued it. Insulted Dean for not giving him his explanation immediately.

This is on top of Megyn Kelly claiming it's not pedophilia if a grown man has sex with a 15 year-old girl. Megyn Kelly! Who used to be a fukkking attorney and should know better.

Then another guy posted a comment on Instagram about how "leftists want to add the MAPS flag to the gay pride flag." MAPS stands for Minor Attracted Persons Society. The rebranded name for NAMBLA, branching out to include little girls. He thinks we want that filth mixed into the Pride and/or Trans flag.

I'm so repulsed by this, I can't think. I went back to Chapter Six and read through it, again, to try and clear my head but the abject moral bankruptcy of someone even mouthing these questions and comments still tears at me.

I know some of my turmoil stems from me writing that boys in their middle teens are being used for sex in that decent Christian man's home. But I make it clear this is not right. Adam goes along with it because his other choices are juvenile detention or living on the street in winter. It is not a good situation.

It's all but sanctioned by the state and the church. It's hypocrisy defined. And it leads to destruction and death, later. Not once is it justified. So to have someone actually voice that question has shaken me and made me second guess my work...and expanded on my disgust with humanity.

I need to stop, for a while, and ignore the world. It's become too much of a pig stye.