Welcome to Week Forty-nine, which is firmly planted in the final month of the year. May it knock on the door of your life in a gentle, sweet-natured way.

I honestly cannot believe we’re here. I hope you’re proud of how you’re meeting this week. I want for you to be able to touch in with your sense of embodied light, and even as the darkness of night encroaches on the days ahead, I want you to see that there is always warmth to be found within you.

By this week’s end, I’ll arrive at the anniversary of my hospitalization. A Tower moment, when I realized I may not survive the storm, or the fall. But here I am, a year later, alive and here, The Star twinkling brightly above me. I want to write more about this to you. I want to share so much of what I’m learning. And I need to hang out here a little longer, before plunging back under the surface of The Moon and next year brings us a chance to stand in The Sun.

We’re in it until it’s over, this 9 collective year, where every single daily, weekly, and monthly number is amplified. Due to the fact that 9 can essentially be canceled out in any reduction calculation it appears in (truly, try some out, i.e. 1+9 = 10, 1+0 = 1), every core number this year becomes more of itself. Magnified, and polarized. Embodying both sides of the coin at the same time.

Meaning for this week…

📅: I am going to have 2026 offerings, including an updated DAILY DIGITS planner, a live and recorded workshop in January for planning your year, and some kind of personalized reading. I’m still working out the details, so if you have requests, this is the time to email me at beescolnick@pm.me!

🎞️: Call Your Coven is back with December 2025: Watch Bad Movies — If you’re dragging your carcass across the finish line that is this year: hello, we are here, too. We dare you to honor your capacity and your limits. We dare you to show yourself compassion instead of pretending you don’t deserve it.

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